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  • Mad Red Monthly – February 2026

    Mad Red Monthly – February 2026

    Mad Red Monthly

    Issue #4

    Scio me nihil scire

    Publisher/Editor: Joshua Dana

    Cover Illustration: Nia Carreno

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    First edition February 2026.

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    A Union of Light and Darkness

    by Joseph McConnachie

    The dinner had been an unexpected pleasure, one Hadrius had never imagined possible. Not that Scheherazade was unpleasant by any means, but she was guarded, as all Mekharan’s seemed to be when it came to their neighbors in the West. Still, there was something somber about her. A perpetual sadness she tried so valiantly to conceal in those silvery eyes one could get lost in. Hadrius sighed deeply as he made his way to his father’s chambers… No, those chambers were now his. And now, I am King. Great Light, guide me. His fingers toyed with the sevenstar pendant about his neck, the metal always warm to the touch from the blessings bestowed on it. He had hoped food would help with his ailment, but the hollow pit in his stomach had only expanded as the night went on. He felt the churning which meant blood would soon follow. He dismissed his guards with a wave of his hand, their armored bodies turning and fanning out on either side of his doors as he entered the King’s chamber.

    In the entryway was a small parlor where the King would entertain nobles and other dignitaries of the court, should they be so lucky. Beyond a gold filigreed arch, the bedchamber opened, a canopied bed set against the back wall, a writing desk set against the right wall where a large window rested. To the left was a bare marble wall, save for a doorway leading into the King’s personal bathing chamber. Closer to the arch, a secret passage was visible to his now-enhanced sight, a faint outline of a passage, carved in arcane ink that led to a vault where the knowledge of Kings was stored. As tempted as he was to seek the wealth of information found in the vault, the blood of the Undying was still wracking his body with illness. Ezarakel’s words echoed inside his head faintly; When the pain passes, there will be unending strength. And hunger, one that could be your undoing, as it was for Lucaneus. Hadrius grimaced at the memory of his father, wasting away until he was naught but skin and bone. The coughs wracked through him, his chest aching as he swerved to the bathing chamber, spewing blackened blood into the washing basin. He heaved loudly, gripping onto the stone rim with both hands as pure anguish wracked through him. It felt as though he was dying, his body ringing every liter of blood from him to accomplish his unholy rebirth. Ezarakel had assured him he had not been turned, merely… strengthened by the blood of an ancient. Such is the way my kind create thralls. Thrice a mortal tastes our blood, and an unholy bond is forged. The result is a powerful servile mortal that obeys their every whim. But I will not hold such power over you. My oaths to Ailoth, may He reign unto eternity, forbid it. Hadrius had supped upon his blood twice since the night his Father died. The bond was there, a bundle of darkness knotted at the core of his mind, flecks of light emanating from within that node of unending Night. He could sometimes feel the vampire’s emotions, his sorrow and anguish sometimes coming onto him with surprising intensity. Tonight, there was… amusement, and the barest embers of rage. What could cause that, Hadrius wondered?

    This bout of blood and pain lasted far longer than the others. Normally he would be hunched over a basin like this for an hour at most, hacking and wheezing until the shakes ceased and the burning in his chest receded. But he spent two or more hours bent over it, knuckles white with strain, throat parched from all the blood and saliva he had heaved. The basin was stained with black as it always was, though there was an unusual viscous red woven through it, like veins in midnight black skin. Before he could dwell on that puzzling discovery, he heard the doors of his chambers open, the familiar clinking of Aron’s cane sounding his approach. “Sire,” Aron said in that annoyingly calm voice, planting both hands on the top of his cane as he stood in the doorway of the bathing chamber. His sharp gaze moved to the basin, eyes narrowing at the red-tinged waters. “Hadrius is fine, Aron,” the King rasped, rubbing at his throat with a soft wince. “I’m afraid you may wish to sit down, my King,” Aron continued as Hadrius moved past him, settling on the edge of the bed with a sigh, wiping the blood from his lips and face. “I’m seated,” Hadrius drawled flatly, Aron smiling with a gentle shake of his head. “The Princess is gone. Vanished in the Night. No guards or other watchmen on the grounds saw her. I have seized her Ekhenti and had them brought to the throne room.” Hadrius had already launched to his feet when he heard of Scheherazade’s departure, flinging aside the dirty rag and taking his crown from its glass stand. He tossed a golden cloak over his shoulders, grabbed his sword from its stand and motioned for Aron to follow, the High Inquisitor trailing along dutifully as Hadrius rushed on ahead, haphazardly belting the sword around his waist. After venturing through a series of halls and up several stairways, they reached the muraled doors of the throne room, depicting Ailoth holding aloft the Morning Star that would become the Sacred Temple. The King did not wait for the guards on duty to push them open, thrusting them open with his unnatural strength.

    The audible clang of the doors against the old stone walls alerted the guards and the Ekhenti who were herded at the center of the throne room. In this seat of power, gold glinted, be it in embroidery that hung upon the walls or the filigree that lined the ceiling. The throne itself was wrought of old stone, like that of the walls, this part of the palace much older than the more ornate spires and glimmering walls that the people now gazed upon in awe. “Where is she?” Hadrius demanded, his voice cold and stern as he marched past the gathered guards to the throne which rested on a raised dais. He sank into the hard stone, gripping onto the arms of the chair. His stare was fixed on the man who was ever at Scheherazade’s side, Zamas. He was about her age, nearly thirty summers, his skin a rich ochre not unlike the Lord-Inquisitor. His head was cleanly shaved, his eyes like fiery smoke swirling in his iris. Neither he nor any of the others among the Ekhenti spoke, though they all seemed surprised. “I know you do not believe me, but I worry for the Princess’ safety. As do you, I am sure. Please. Let me help her.” Zamas seemed to weigh his words silently, glancing amongst his fellows to deliberate. Their glances were brief, before he turned and looked into Hadrius’ eyes. “She has gone to the Stairs of Heaven. To seek the path to the… Sacred Temple.”

    “You may have saved her life,” Hadrius said as he rose from the throne. “They may return to her chambers. Set guards to watch them.” He wasn’t sure if any of his guards could contend with these warriors from the East, but he hoped they would not attempt an escape without their Princess in tow. He stepped down from the dais, Aron trailing at his side as they departed. “What would have possessed her to go there, Aron? What did she hope to find there?” he asked with a heavy sigh. “Sire, I believe that she was sent to kill you, and-”

    “This again? She drank the wine too. If it were poisoned, surely she would not risk herself in such a manner?”

    “She likely had an antidote. One she took upon returning to her chambers. Thankfully, she was unaware of the protection provided by our mutual benefactor. Without it, that poison would have been your end,” Aron muttered vaguely, eyes tracing the corridor.

    Hadrius contemplated that reality, that the enigmatic Scheherazade had been sent to bring an end to his reign, and by proxy, the Light of Ailoth on this mortal plane. A disturbing reality if it was true, one he didn’t wish to contemplate. Against his better judgment, he liked her. Not for her beauty or status, neither particularly mattered to Hadrius personally; it was the kindness she tried so very hard to hide. The way she gently teased her guards, as one would their own siblings. Her fierceness in the face of adversity, and an unwillingness to back down from any sort of challenge. He had never met a woman quite like her, though granted, he had lived a very sheltered life as Prince of Lotheran. Nonetheless, in the short time he had come to know Scheherazade, he had grown to care for her. If there was any way that he could save her from Ezarakel, he would. “If what you say is true, I will hear it from her own lips. Let us go.”

    Hadrius had ascended the Stairs of Heaven so many times in the past month, it was no great effort. He suspected his new unnatural vigor also had something to do with that but pushed aside the thought. They found the gates flung open, the decaying courtyard empty and quiet as a tomb. Hadrius drew his sword from its sheath slowly, Aron unable to resist rolling his eyes as he marched ahead towards the Temple. Hadrius moved to follow, but the sound of heavy footfalls on the Stairs gave him pause. He spun around, holding his sword in a double-handed grip as a figure was illuminated by moonlight. Zamas, covered in a thin layer of sweat, his sword drawn but unbloodied. “How many of my guards did you kill?” the King asked coldly, Zamas planting the tip of his blade into the ground and lowering to one knee. “None, King.”

    “Why have you followed me? Do you seek to duel me in the defense of your Princess? Surely you are not that foolish?”

    “I know there is no hope of defeating one blessed by the thrice-cursed Light-Lord. But I swore to protect her. To give my life in place of hers. In failing that, I will have nothing. My life will be forfeit and beyond that, meaningless.”

    There was an air of desperation about him and a wild cast to his eyes. He was frightened for her, and Hadrius sympathized. With a weary breath, he sheathed his blade and held out his hand. “Let us save her together, then.” Zamas lifted his gaze, his eyes widening before he took the offered hand. Once he was brought to his feet, he sheathed his sword and alongside the King darted towards the temple. Up close, the temple was in even more disarray than one could perceive from afar. Entire portions of the structure had caved in, leaving broken marble and dull gold scattered across cracked stone. The central atrium remained intact, though the doors to the temple looked as though they had been thrown off their hinges. Voices echoed from within, reverberating across the stone. “…Naroth cannot save you. You are at the mercy of Ailoth and be glad for that. He is a magnanimous deity when compared to his fickle twin.” Hadrius tried to seize hold of Zamas to stall him, but the man was quick, launching forward and drawing his sword. Cursing loudly, Hadrius followed behind him. Darkness blanketed the entryway, not a torch in sight. Beyond an archway, light seemed to emanate from the center of the chamber, bathing the ruined structure in gold. Hadrius halted in his stride seeing Scheherazade levitating in the air, hanging upside down, wrapped in threads of golden light that bound her hands and legs. She was in a nightgown, one that shimmered under the light. Even captive to an ancient monster, she was defiant. Afraid, clearly, but defiant. Zamas was dashing towards two figures, one being Aron, the other the now familiar figure of Ezarakal, who seemed to be steaming under the force of the Light he conjured. It seemed even the blessing of Ailoth could not change the truth of his nature. Aron moved to intercept, but the vampire waved his hand almost dismissively, threads of light spooling from his fingers, a low hissing filling the air as the light magic flowed forth to ensnare Zamas who went rigid, frozen in place. “Such loyalty. And to a Bitch of Naroth, no less,” he soothed in that voice like silk, turning his fathomless black eyes to Zamas whose eyes widened. “Vashaloth’s spawn,” the Ekhenti whispered, the words almost reverent as Ezarakel loomed over him, the hissing of burning flesh and steam filling the air. Ezarakel’s lips curled with distaste as he glided in front of Zamas, cupping his face gently and stroking a talon across his jaw. The Ekhenti grew so pale, Hadrius feared he would pass out. But he endured, shutting his eyes to mutter prayers lowly. “Yes, pray to the Scorned in your final moments. But your soul shall not be his to flay and stretch within his Pit. You will be embraced by the Great Light in the end.”

    “Enough.” Hadrius’ voice boomed out with surprising strength, Aron arching a brow as he looked over. Scheherazade turned her cool gaze towards him, relief flooding into her eyes. But was it relief that he had come, or relief that her poison had not killed him? Striding into the room, Ezarakel watched him with a fanged smile, lowering his caressing hand. “Blade of Ailoth. Welcome. I have a gift for you.” He stretched his left hand in the Princess’ direction, lightly flicking two fingers which sent her hurling towards the King. He clenched his fingers to his fist, her trajectory coming to a complete halt. Now she hovered in front of him, her face a cool mask. “She sought to kill you and in killing you, she hoped to bring an end to the Great Light.” He clicked his tongue chidingly, as a parent would to a child. His cold black gaze lingered on Zamas’ throat, a shudder escaping him before he swept his arm in a backhanded motion sending the Ekhenti skittering across the stone. Aron stepped past the vampire, twisting the top of his cane and pulling, a thin blade unsheathing from the cane. He placed the blade to Zamas’ throat, stilling any movement he may have made. “Is it true, Princess?” Hadrius asked quietly, those silver eyes of starlight made him unable to look away, even if he wished to.

    Scheherazade was quiet, trying to avert her gaze but unable to. “Yes. It is true. I came with orders to kill you.” It was not a great surprise to Hadrius, but the admission was like a punch to the stomach. He flinched and tore his gaze from her, pacing back and forth before her. “And yet here I stand. Alive.”

    Scheherazade nodded, or tried to, her heard jerking slightly. “You are mighty indeed. And blessed. By Naroth no less,” she said, her lips curling into a mocking smile. Ezarakel approached slowly, his fingers weaving, the spools of golden light unraveling and dropping the Princess into a heap upon the ground. The light that bathed the room faded as the spell ceased, leaving them in darkness. Hadrius found that he could see rather well in the dark, the darkness seeming to have layers of shadow, some darker than others. But his gaze was drawn to Scheherazade, much like the shadows seemed drawn to her, pooling and snaking around her like adoring penitents. “There is truth in what you say, my Lady,” Hadrius spoke softly. “To protect my kingdom, I have embraced the monstrousness of your Fathomless Night. But my heart will ever belong to Ailoth and his Great Light. It is a balance, like the one that exists between our Twin Deities.” Her low scoff revealed what she thought of that, but still he smiled. “Believe what you will. I do not desire a war with Mekhara. Enough blood has been spilled in the past century alone. No, I would have peace. Or as close to it as is possible. Tomorrow, we will be wed. A union between the Light in the West and the Night in the East. Fitting, no?” Scheherazade stared unblinking at him as she slowly rose. She brushed dust and grime from her nightgown and straightened, meeting his gaze wearily. One could get lost in those silvery eyes, Hadrius thought. “So be it,” she sighed. “Perhaps my failure will give us the peace you so seek. For a time. My father will never stop his crusade against you and your god.”

    “And what of you, Scheherazade al’Khetehek? Will you conspire against me in my own court?” Hadrius’ voice was low, barely above a whisper as he stepped closer to her. There were a mere few inches between them now, and he heard Scheherazade’s breath catch. She mustered an aura of calm before answering. “I am not a fool. You would have me punished if you discovered my meddling.”

    “Our King would, yes. I would simply kill you,” Aron said coolly, still wearing that mask of perfect serenity even with a blade pressed to Zamas’ throat. Hadrius was beginning to believe it wasn’t a mask at all. “Her soul is not yet consumed by the Pit. Perhaps she can be saved,” Ezarakel mused thoughtfully, Scheherazade shuddering. “Spare me the horrors, son of Vashaloth,” she muttered with disdain. Hadrius laughed lightly, reaching out with both hands, palms up, fingers curled slightly in beckoning. “Shall we?” The Princess paused and looked at his outheld hands, clearly weighing her options, few as they were. Eventually she relented, placing her hands into his. “Our fates are bound now. Doom to one will be doom to us both,” Scheherazade warned. Hadrius lifted his shoulders in a shrug. “So be it,” he replied with a coy smile.

    After bidding Ezarakel farewell, the King and his Lord-Inquisitor, alongside the Princess and her Ekhenti descended the Stairs of Heaven together, returning to the safety of Dawn’s Bastion. Hadrius escorted the Princess to her chambers and bid her goodnight. Aron left without a word, though Zamas’ eyes followed him until he disappeared around a corner. It was hard to decipher his emotions, but there was grim respect in those eyes of smoke. When the King finally arrived at his chambers, he was beyond exhausted. It felt like more than six hours since dinner, and that arcane Light had caused such a headache, he’d be surprised if he slept at all. He discarded his golden cape first, hooking two fingers under the crown to remove it and twirling it around as he went towards its glass stand. As he set it down upon the plush cushion, his gaze was drawn to the glass. He saw deeper shadows behind him. Unnaturally so, it seemed. Perhaps his eyes deceived him, but he saw the shadows… moving.

     Before he could draw his sword from its sheath, a stabbing pain lanced through his arm and he roared, lashing out with the injured arm and striking something solid. The dark mass flew against the wall, the marble cracking under the force as it struck. He looked down, wrenching the blade out. It was some sort of black crystal that pulsated with shadow. He cast it aside and unsheathed his sword, just as the shadow he had struck that lay prone rose. More small man-shaped shadows seemed to unfurl from the corners of the room. He counted two in addition to the one who had attacked him. He breathed deeply, taking his sword into his usual two-handed grip, waiting. Two of the shadows lunged, their shards of darkness lashing out on either side. He leapt back, his back striking the glass stand, ducking just as another blade flew out of the darkness, the glass shattering and raining down on his head. There was commotion at the door, the handles jingling but remaining unopened. Damn. He lashed out blindly, hearing a snarl of pain and then an audible thump. Out of the darkness, a lone limb thumped onto the ground. He did not bother to see who it belonged to, rising to his feet in time to pirouette away from a descending slash. He hacked down at the attacking shadow, hearing a strangled sound and a resounding thump as it collapsed. The shadows withdrew from the maimed figure and distracted him briefly. The assailant was a young man, wearing nothing, his body covered in intricately inked sigils, the sigils seeming to originate from pinpricks in his neck that resembled a bite mark. Vampires? No. But thralls, perhaps.

    Without another moment of contemplation, he spun around, his blade clashing with the strange crystalline weapon. Sparks lit the air as the blades met, the darkness deepening around him. Two smaller lances of pain, one in his shoulder, the other in his upper thigh. He gritted his teeth through the pain, lashing out with a kick, the black crystal screeching from his as the shadow lowered. Gripping the blade one-handed, he slashed across the upper mass and spun around, wrenching the sword with all his might at the shadows neck. There was the sound of steel rending through bone and the shadows around the figure dispersed with the removal of their head. With some effort, he turned around to face the last shadow. The one missing the arm, he suspected. He ripped out the black crystals shaped like throwing knives that had penetrated his body, tossing them aside with a growl. He could hear Aron’s roaring to move just as he dashed forward, feinting a slash on the right before ducking low and lashing out, cutting at the shadow’s knees. The shadow stepped back, expecting such a thing, the darkness around them unfurling, revealing a lithe man, not much older than the last one he’d killed. His foot stepped down on his blade, pinning it, and then his fist collided with the side of his head. The world spun and stars danced in his vision. Strong for one so small, he thought just as an arm tightened about his throat, cutting off his airflow. The words spoken in his ear were Mekharan, a language his Father had desired he learned. “I offer your soul to Vashaloth, the Dark Father of my Whisperer.” Hadrius blinked away black specks while choking, his grip on his sword slackening as his breath was stolen away. With a last desperate move, he reached back over his shoulder, grabbing onto the assassin’s face and plunging his thumb through the closest eye he could find. The strangled scream almost deafened him, but their reeling gave him enough space to throw his head back, hearing the satisfying crunch of bones as he collided with his face. Fingers grasped at his chest, ripping through the fine fabric towards his heart. Consciousness fading, Hadrius ripped the sevenstar necklace from his neck and drove it through the ruined eye, blood and viscera splattering his knuckles as he pressed it deep. A gurgle escaped the man and then, there was naught but silence.

    The doors of his chambers burst inward, guards with spears raised and swords drawn filing in, Aron rushing in with a crossbow in his offhand. “Great Light.” He whispered as he took in Hadrius, rising from the floor on unsteady feet. Judging by the horror in the Lord-Inquisitor’s eyes, the King surmised he did not look particularly well. A wheezing laugh escaped him, his head spinning as he tried to step forward. “Make sure to get… my sevenstar out of his eye. My… mother gave it to me.” After that, there was only darkness and distant yelling. In the darkness, he felt as light as a feather and surprisingly, at peace. If this was death, it wasn’t so bad.

    The Whisperer felt each of the deaths through his bond, sighing faintly while stroking the curls of another of his thralls. They had been with him for a long while, though he could not recall their names easily. Mortals were too numerous to care about such things. He pushed the thrall’s head from his lap and rose languidly, moving through the Caverns of Stillness in eerie silence. An unnatural darkness seeped through the cavern, coating the stone in blackness that no light man ever made could pierce. Only the Great Light of Ailoth would shine here and even then, it would be feeble. He basked in the shadows, drawing them forth as he extended his arms out, fingers curling inwards towards his palm. Thousands of whispers echoed in his mind as the darkness closed in, voices from the Pits of Naroth itself refracted from that dark plane where his master lay in wait. He lowered to his knees and shut his eyes as the darkness coalesced into shape. Here, in the Caverns of Stillness, the barrier between the mortal world and the realm in the Beyond was thinnest. Even blessed as he was, he could feel the dread mounting as the Dark Progeny manifested. He quivered under the cold touch of his master, feeling clawed fingers curl under his chin and tilt it up. “Why do you tremble so, my Whisperer? Open thy eyes.” With great effort, he peeled open his fathomless black eyes, taking in the Lord of Blood in his spectral glory. The confines of reality made Vashaloth little more than a looming shadow, but this close, there were flashes of definition amidst the darkness; crimson hair like blood trailing to his waist, his sculpted muscular upper body, with skin like the night sky, covered in intricate sigils the color of dull blood, and his void-black eyes with slitted crimson iris’. How Ailoth’s followers could only see rot and decay in Naroth baffled the Whisperer. In the Fathomless Night, there was beauty unseen by those afraid of the dark.

    My master. I fear that I have failed. The Princess Scheherazade’s attempted assassination has failed, and my thralls have failed in killing him as well. I await your judgment, Sire.” He was thankful his voice did not tremble, even while he stared up into the Lord of Undeath’s eyes. Vashaloth clicked his tongue chidingly and pulled the Whisperer to his feet by his chin. “It is of no matter. This war between Light and Shadow hath gone on for eons. It hurts neither I nor my kin to wait awhile longer.” The clawed hand trailed up from his chin into the fiery-red hair that had drawn Vashaloth’s gaze so long ago. The Whisperer melted into his touch, a strangled noise catching in his throat. “What does the Lord of Fathomless Night ask of us now? What plots does he weave in the Pits?”

    Silence reigned for a moment, Vashaloth’s gaze wandering into the darkness around them. There was contemplation in his eyes, as though considering. “We shall see, dear one. Until then, rouse the Khanat. If it comes to war between Mekhara and Lotheran, he must not be caught by surprise. Muster what forces you can here in these lands. The Jazanari warlords to the South live for conflict. Enticing them with war and plunder will draw them.”

    And what of the Princess? What is to be her fate?”

    My kin and I will consult with our Dark Father to decide her fate. Loyal as she may be to Naroth, she is a loose thread. One that may need to be tied off. But… we shall see. Go. Trust in Naroth.” Following those words, the darkness dispersed, scattering across the walls and the stone floor underfoot. The dread and oppression dimmed, leaving the Whisperer to plot and plan, as was his divine duty. A smile tugged at his lips as he went forth from the Caverns, into the embrace of the Pure Night that descended.

               AULD LANG SYNE- THE PARTY’S OVER

                       Valerie J Runyan

    There are only two pieces of music that EVERYONE knows means you don’t have to go home, but you can’t stay here!

    THE “CHICKEN” DANCE and AULD LANG SYNE are those two blinking porch light musical signals of, “the party’s over” so grab your coats, and head for the exits.

    AULD LANG SYNE is a poem written by a Scotsman named Robert Burns, back in seventeen eighty-eight based on an even older Scottish folk song, in seventeen ninety-nine it was set to the tune that is so familiar today.

    Ironically enough, the sentiment of AULD LANG SYNE is the same as many positive send-offs humans have dispatched toward one another over millennium- or three, I found it fun to comb through vernacular history for these-

    “PARTING IS SUCH SWEET SORROW”

    “HAPPY TRAILS”

    “SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE”

    “GODSPEED”

    “MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU”

    “SEMPER FI”

    “SAFE TRAVELS”

    “LIVE LONG AND PROSPER”

    “CALM WINDS FALLEN SEAS”

    AULD LANG SYNE has been an extremely long-standing sending-off and ringing-in of the old and new year in sight and sound, mainly movies and music the chorus notes toward the end of “It’s A Wonderful Life” and “When Harry Met Sally…” as well as the last song on Christmas CDs, by saxophonist Kenny G and guitarist Gary Hoey.

    HAVE AN EXCELLENT NEW YEAR, AULD LANG SYNE– LET’S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!

    Air Signs at Work: The Energy That Keeps Ideas Moving

    Air signs bring movement, thought, and connection into the workplace. They are the communicators, the balancers, and the innovators who keep teams mentally engaged and culturally aligned. When air energy is present, ideas circulate, conversations open up, and progress feels lighter instead of forced. Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius each contribute a different expression of this essential flow.

    Gemini at Work: Communication with a Breath of Fresh Air

    (May 21 – June 20)

    Geminis are true to their airy nature, and it is innate for them to feel free and flowing like the wind in the work environment. Communication is where they excel most, as their minds are full of new ideas and concepts that move faster than words can keep up with. Ever changing and always in motion, they rarely stay in one place for too long, bringing fresh energy wherever they go. Gemini offers a breath of fresh air whenever they walk into a room, instantly lifting the energy around them. This constant movement is creativity in motion, perfect to have on any team at work.

    Gemini Employee

    Gemini employees have a great sense of humor, and people genuinely enjoy being around them because they make communication feel easy and natural. They are true friends at work, giving great advice, looking out for others, and ensuring everyone feels included and heard. Geminis are often everywhere at work, roaming hallways rather than sitting at a desk, because as an air sign, they cannot feel tied down. Their conversational nature allows them to connect departments, people, and ideas effortlessly. Through open dialogue and adaptability, Gemini employees uplift workplace culture and make everyone feel like they belong.

    Gemini Leader

    As leaders, Geminis use communication as their greatest strength, making people feel seen, heard, and understood. They enjoy engaging with everyone, from entry-level employees to CEOs, because connection comes naturally to them. This ability to communicate without hierarchy allows Gemini leaders to guide rather than command, leading without force. Their minds move quickly, allowing them to pivot conversations, solve problems, and introduce new ideas with ease. With a flowy nature and intuitive communication style, Gemini leaders create momentum, inspire trust, and meet their teams exactly where they are.

    Libra At Work: The Power of Balance in Action

    (September 23 – October 22)

    Libras are a calm sign with a natural way of making everyone feel comfortable in the work environment. They are the yin and the yang of the workplace, the up and the down, the in and the out—always seeking balance. Libras prefer to stay in the middle of the road when working with others, ensuring fairness and equilibrium in every situation. They are aware that other people exist in the universe with them and constantly look outward to see how situations can be equalized. Like a nucleus, Libras center themselves while working to make the workplace more harmonious for everyone.

    Libra Employee

    As employees, Libras bring balance, diplomacy, and partnership into the workplace. They understand that collaboration is essential and naturally seek partnerships with peers and leaders to create harmony. Libras can put up with just about anything—strict bosses, gossipy coworkers, or being snubbed for no reason, because of their resilience. Office politics pass right through them like clear glass, allowing them to stay focused and fair. Their ability to remain calm makes them dependable, just, and a trusted team member.

    Libra Leader

    As leaders, Libras rely on balance and equality to guide their decisions, making them fair and diplomatic managers. They are natural mediators, using their need for equilibrium to resolve conflict without escalating emotion. Their partnership-driven leadership style allows them to work seamlessly with teams while maintaining justice and accountability. By staying centered and composed, Libra leaders create workplaces rooted in trust, balance, and mutual respect.

    Aquarius at Work: Innovation for the Good of All

    (January 20 – February 18)

    Aquarians are true humanitarians, and they come to work for the good of all. Socially conscious by nature, they will not tolerate injustices toward their fellow coworkers. Like the water bearer, Aquarius joins water from many sources, filling their jug constantly to serve the entire community. Their airy flow brings innovation, forward thinking, and a deep concern for fairness and equality in the workplace. Everything they do is rooted in the belief that when everyone benefits, the organization thrives.

    Aquarius Employee

    As employees, Aquarians are driven to succeed and are often the most unique individuals on the team. They experience life by learning a skill, mastering it, and then moving on to the next new adventure. Their innovative approach may look unconventional, but it is always rooted in improvement and progress. Community is most important to Aquarius, and if they can help the employee population as a whole, it fills their heart with joy. Their ability to collaborate, advocate, and look out for everyone makes them powerful, reliable, and deeply valued employees.

    Aquarius Leader

    As leaders, Aquarians bring equality, fairness, and humanitarian vision into everything they manage. They are steadfast allies for the company, always ensuring decisions are just, diplomatic, and beneficial to the whole. If you want something done the right way, and even better than you imagined, ask an Aquarius to oversee it. Their innovative mind allows them to rethink processes, refine systems, and ensure outcomes are smooth and profitable. Community-driven and future-focused, Aquarius leaders guide with integrity, collaboration, and a deep commitment to doing what is best for everyone involved.

    Why We Need Air Signs on Our Teams

    Gemini brings communication, adaptability, and fresh ideas that energize culture and keep teams connected. Libra offers balance, fairness, and diplomacy, ensuring decisions are just and partnerships remain strong. Aquarius contributes innovation, humanitarian vision, and a community-first mindset that pushes organizations toward meaningful progress. Together, the air signs create workplaces that are thoughtful, inclusive, and forward moving. Without air signs, teams may function—but with them, teams truly evolve.

    About the Author

    Nicole Calix Coy is a certified astrologer and author of Astrology at Work: Navigate Workplace Dynamics with Astrological Insight. Nicole has over 20 years of experience as a human resources professional and more than a decade in social work. She holds advanced degrees in psychology, counseling, education, and legal studies, making her uniquely qualified to bridge the gap between people, workplace dynamics, and astrology.

    She has a gift for making astrology practical, relatable, and easy to apply in the workplace—helping professionals build stronger connections, improve collaboration, and bring more clarity to their careers. Contact: astroatwork.com

  • Mad Red Monthly – Nov 2025

    Mad Red Monthly – Nov 2025

    Mad Red Monthly

    Issue #2

    Cogito, ergo sum

    Publisher/Editor: Joshua Dana

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    Table of Contents

    1. The Roses by J. Hernandez

    8. The Princess of Mekhara by Joseph McConnachie

    14. One More Minute by Abby Woodland

    15. Faith by Carson Adams

    24. Audio Commercial Script by Valerie J Runyan

    25. Astrology Report by Nicole Calix Coy

    The Roses
    By J. Hernandez

    Talon took a step onto the hard, dry ground. She tried to get her bearings, but there was not much of note as far as she could see. She took another step. Crunch. And another. Crunch. The ground was so dry, she could hear it crying out with dehydration, something she would do soon if she couldn’t find water. I guess I better pick a direction to go in, she thought to herself. She knew making the wrong choice would spell out her damnation.

    Talon took another look around, taking it all in. She could barely make out the faint outline of what looked like mountains, far off into the south. Mountains that seemed to resemble the lower jaw of an animal rather than a natural formation. In every other direction, the ground was flat, dry, and sunbaked. Nothing of interest, nor anything that would possibly give her a way out. So, it was decided then, she would head south.

                She kept going in a mostly southern direction, although sometimes she wandered off course. She wouldn’t admit it, but she was not great when it came to directions. She stumbled across what looked like the same oasis three separate times, but she could not be sure if they were all the same. Another she passed by disappeared as she tried to approach it. She drank as much water as she could every time she stopped by one and spent some time trying to relax.

                This place was odd, she thought. The ground was sunbaked, but the air around her was much cooler than it had any reason to be. When she approached an oasis, she noticed the air got so humid, she could almost drink it. Even the disappearing oasis had the same effect on the air around it. She was sure that was not a normal thing.

                She never came across another oasis, disappearing or otherwise. She had been walking south for what felt like weeks, and the mountains never seemed to get closer. She walked during the day and tried sleeping at night, although there never seemed to be a cycle for night and day. It was almost as if it was random. It was impossible to follow a set cycle if night and day never happened when they should. There was no real way to tell time where she was. There was no moon nor sun for her to count on, either. I don’t like this one bit, she thought to herself.

                This was an odd place, for sure. She took another look around her; she knew she was mostly going in the same southerly direction. Something is missing, she tried to say, but could only hear it in her head. What is missing?

                The mountains! They had disappeared from where she had always seen them. She panicked and swung her head in every direction, trying to find them again. The mountains were gone. Now I know this is definitely not normal, she said. Where could the mountains have gone? It’s not like they can just get up and walk away. She thought about what she said, then thought some more. If this place can have disappearing oases that still turn the air humid, it sure can have mountains that can walk, or even ground that can move and breathe. Were the mountains just my imagination? She asked herself, looking around cautiously. Now might be a good time to take a rest and attempt to get some sleep.
                As soon as she sat down on the ground, it turned to night. Not even the remains of a sunset to color the sky could be seen. This place must want me to rest, she thought. Might as well do what it wants. She tried to get comfortable, and noticed that the ground she was sitting on was much softer than she had noticed before. This is interesting, she said. I might finally have the best sleep I’ve had in years. She laid down, and slowly drifted off to sleep.

    ***

                Talon was in her old house, yet it wasn’t quite how she remembered it. The walls were off-center and connected at non-Euclidean angles. She saw the old yellow wallpaper that she always hated, with the faded roses on it. She started walking towards the door in front of her. Her room; she knew it was hers because of the ripped off wallpaper around the door frame. It looked as if the wallpaper was starting to grow back. She breathed in, grabbed the handle, and turned…

                She was in another hallway. This time it was her house as she remembered it, but everything was covered in that ugly yellow wallpaper; walls, doors, and windows. The angles here were just as she remembered, normal. Again, she came across her old room. This time, the wallpaper was around the entire door, and the roses themselves covered the door. The roses were moving as if they were alive and aware. She breathed in, reached for the handle, and turned…

                Another hallway. The ugly yellow wallpaper was everywhere, including the ceiling and floors. The roses were growing out of the wallpaper all along the hallway, and in some places they grew so dense, there were entire rose bushes coming out of the wall. She started walking down the hallway, to where her door should be, but abruptly stopped. Her door was gone. In its place was a dead rosebush, coming through the ugly yellow wallpaper. She looked behind her, and noticed there weren’t any doors or windows in this hallway at all. It should have been dark, yet she could still somehow see. Light had to be coming from somewhere.

                “Talon,” she heard a cold voice say. There was no one else around, she was sure of it.

                “Talon,” the voice said again. She realized this time it was coming from the dead roses, yet she could hear it inside of her head. “Talon,” they said again. Every time the roses spoke, a shiver crept up her spine, as if death itself was talking to her.

                “Wh-what do you want?” she asked, her voice trembling.
                “Talon,” they said again. “Come, join usssss,” they hissed.
                “I never liked this yellow wallpaper,” she said to them. “Especially with the faded roses. It was always so ugly to me. You don’t scare me, whatever you are.”
                “We’re not trying to ssscare you,” they hissed. “We can’t ssscare you if you already are, Talon. You should know that better than anyone. Remember, Talon, remember.”
                “I don’t know what you’re talking about. Remember what?”
                “Remember usssss, Talon. Remember who we are. Remember what you did to usssss!

                “I don’t know what you mean. Who are you?” she asked, her breath shaky. Her eyes darted around, looking for a way out. She could not see anything. To make her situation worse, the hallway seemed to be getting smaller. The walls were more abstract, and met at impossible angles. The roses had overtaken the wallpaper, which could barely be seen behind them.

                “We are one, Talon,” she heard the voice all around her, coming from every direction. The roses spoke as one living being, one entity. She noticed the roses had crept closer to her, threatening to strangle her where she stood.
                “I need to get out of here,” she said, even though she knew no one would be receptive to her words. “I need to find a way out.”
                “There’s no way out. You can’t leave usssss. You are part of usss.

    The dead rose bush that used to be her door broke free from the wall, a wriggling mass of vines, stems, and roots. It slithered closer and closer, until she could feel thorns all around her.

    “Join usss,” they said. “Come Talon, be one with usss.” Closer and closer they came, until she felt warmth on her arms and legs. The thorns pierced her skin, ripping into her muscles. Fire shot through her body, her nerves catching up with the pain. She was surrounded on all sides. Roses all around her, threatening to tear her apart. Threatening to end it all.

    ***

                Talon woke with a start. Gathering her bearings, she looked around, panting. She was in the desert again, the ground hard as she remembered it before she slept. She looked over herself, but saw no wounds on her body. She tried to regulate her breathing, slowing it down as best as she could. That was the first time she had dreamed since she was in this desert place, the first time she dreamed since…

                No, she told herself she would never think about it again. She got up from where she slept, and realized that she could see the mountain range again, and it loomed closer than ever.

                Something was off about it again. It seemed to be turned around, as if she had somehow walked right past it without noticing. That wasn’t possible of course, but she had doubts about that. Nothing seemed quite impossible here, wherever here was. Too many odd things had happened since she found herself in this desert, and the mountains moving seemed to be the least odd of them all. The mountains had moved, she reminded herself. She definitely remembered they disappeared right before she slept, before that nightmare. Maybe the mountains can walk out here, she said. She realized that her ability to speak outside of her head was gone again. Something I can only do in a dream, it seems, she mused. Well, I best start walking again, towards those mountains. There’s no telling what more will happen if I stay here.
                As she started off again, she looked up and noticed something she had not seen since finding herself in the desert. Stars. In the sky. Spread about like spilled marbles, going in every direction. Whether it was night or day, she could not tell; it seemed like the stars gave off too much light, yet not enough. Better than the nothingness of before, she thought to herself. I’ll take stars over no sun or moon. Even if they seem more ominous than they should.

                Talon walked and slept and walked, the cycle continuously repeating. Again the mountains seemed no closer than before. She remembered vaguely that people were supposed to eat to survive, and would die without food or water. She had not come across a source of water since the last oasis, before the mountains disappeared. She had not had any food to her knowledge since she first came into the desert. Yet, she did not feel hunger, or thirst. She knew she should, or at least thought she should. She couldn’t quite remember anymore. How long had she been in the desert for? A month? A year? It was impossible for her to tell.

                Time. Had Talon even walked for weeks on end? Had she gone for months or years without food or water? Is this what death felt like?

                Talon realized she was completely alone. She was alone before she found herself here, but this was a different type of loneliness, one that seeped into her very being. She almost missed the roses in her nightmare. The creeping, dead roses from the wallpaper, that threatened to destroy her. She knew it wasn’t wise to think like that, but she had a hard time dealing with this. How will I ever find my way out? She asked herself. Will I ever get back to where I belong, to where I won’t be this lonely?
                For the first time in the desert, Talon broke down and cried. She cried and cried, but her tears dried before they escaped her eyes. She was no longer sure if she had made the right decision to head towards the mountains. There could have been something she missed before, There should have been something. She would not believe that these mountains that moved on their own were the only things left out here. Was this even real? This must be another nightmare, she said. That’s the only explanation I can think of. She didn’t believe it when she said it; this felt much too real to only be a nightmare. But so did the thorns, the thorns that she could almost still feel.

                She looked down and noticed she was bleeding. Not her blood though, this wasn’t her blood. She blinked and she was on her knees, her sister on the ground in front of her. Dead. Blood pooling around her body from her neck. Claire, she said, what have I done to you? This wasn’t supposed to happen. Blood on her hands, her sister’s blood. Knife still in her sister’s throat, like a dam, stopping the floodgates from bursting. Her beautiful sister. Talon was supposed to protect her. They were all each other had. After their mother…
                No, she still refused to think about it. She could not think about it, would not think about it. It was still too much. They were just children, Talon and her little sister Claire. Just children when her mother killed her father in a fit of rage, and then gutted herself. Children shouldn’t have to deal with that. She was supposed to protect Claire. How did things go so wrong?
                Not long after their parents had died, Talon remembered they were taken to an orphanage, reportedly the best one in the land. Talon, along with Claire, were promised the best life they could possibly have, given their circumstances. They had lied to them. Not long after they had arrived, Claire died. Talon had stabbed her own sister in the neck. She watched her bleed out on the ground in front of her. She panicked and put the knife back in the wound, hoping it would reverse the damage that had been done.

                She didn’t want to remember what she had done, what she had tried forgetting. She regretted what happened, what she did. She loved Claire, and not even their parents could tear them apart. Her mother hadn’t been the one to kill father, she knew that. Their parents were getting divorced, and were going to split them up. She could not live with that. The night before the divorce was finalized, she grabbed a knife and killed father. She then went to her mother, and gutted her while she was sleeping, and put the knife in her hand. Her mother would be blamed for it, she knew. Talon and her sister would stay together.

                Talon blinked and she was in the desert again. Was it a desert? She looked around her, taking it all in. She saw that the ground was no longer dry or sunbaked. Up above her, there seemed to be only clouds, no sky could be seen. If this was a desert, it was one she did not know much about. White as far as she could see. Was this snow? She had heard of it before, but had never seen it, let alone set foot on it. Snow is supposed to be cold, no? She said inside her head. She found she could not move her mouth and could not speak. What was going on? This didn’t happen in the other desert.

    ***

                “Glad to see you’re awake, Miss Rose,” a voice said. She tried to look around, but could not move her head. She growled, trying to speak. An old, disheveled hand reached down and removed a mask of some sort from her face.
                “Where the fuck am I?” she asked, her tone biting.
                “Don’t you remember?” the voice asked.
                Talon shook her head. “Of course not. Last thing I remember, I was in a desert, and I was walking. For God knows how long. And then I woke up here. So, I ask again. Where the fuck am I?”
                “Remember Talon, we don’t use those words here. They make our other guests uncomfortable. You wouldn’t wa-”
                “Fuck them. And fuck you if you won’t tell me where I am.”
                “You really don’t remember? Very well. We’ll start with who I am. I am Dr. Jefferson. You are in the Rue Institute for the Criminally Insane. You killed your parents, Talon.  And your poor little sister Claire. You killed your father and your mother was gutted by your own hand. You then proceeded to stab your poor sister in the neck, and watch her bleed out. You were sent he-”
                “No, my mother killed father. I did not do anything. My sister died in an accident, just a fucking accident. I did not do anything. It was all a fucking accident.”
                “No Talon, this was not an accident,” Dr. Jefferson said, using his hands as emphasis. “You deliberately killed your parents and your sister on the same night, because of some illusion or vision you had. You wrote a confession after you killed all three of them, saying the roses made you do it. I have your confession here, if you’d like to hear it.”
                Talon nodded. Dr. Jefferson began to read.
                “I, Talon Rose, hereby confess to the killing of my mother and my father, and my poor little sister Claire. I stabbed my father and gutted my mother like a fish. I killed Claire, and watched as the blood and life slowly drained from her body. I did all this because the Roses told me to. They made me do it, I had no choice. The Roses were going to kill me if I did not. I’m not sorry that I killed my mother and father, but I am sorry that I killed Claire. The Roses. I must escape the Roses. And this was the only way.”
                “I-I don’t believe that.”
                Dr. Jefferson looked at her, contemplating what to say next. It was clear to him that her mind was too far gone.
                “Remember Talon, the Roses never forget.”

    END?

    The Princess of Mekhara

    by Joseph McConnachie

    In the Long Night, the stars no longer glimmered in the firmament. It was the Hours of Naroth, when his Darkness spread over the world, whirling from within his Cloak of Night. The frail lights that Ailoth had shaped were no match for the all-consuming Pit. Scheherazade enjoyed the six or so hours when the last vestiges of the Great Light faded and even the stars, mere mirrors of that blinding might, were banished by Pure Night. Her dark hair fluttered gently in the wind as she stood at the balcony overlooking the city of Nakhandan, jewel of the East, and heart of Mekhara. And more important than any of that, home. But not for much longer. The defeat they had suffered at the hands of King Lucaneus of Lotheran had forced her father, Khanat Mithauvara al’Khetehek, to sue for peace in the old way; by oath and blood. That oath had damned her. Scheherazade al’Khetehek, second-born daughter of the Khanat (though favored above even her three brothers), High Priestess of the Night Coil Temple, and in her mind, heir to the Onyx Throne, would be forced to marry the son of Lucaneus, Hadrius of Lotheran. Come morning, she would begin the long journey West, to all that was green and lively. She wanted nothing more than to cast herself from the balcony, to be taken into Naroth’s Nothingness. But that was not to be her fate.

    With a weary sigh, the Princess turned from the balcony, a whirl of vibrant silk against the Pure Night as she returned to her chambers. With a thought, the glass doors that had been flung open slammed behind her, the lock whirring and clicking gently under the influence of her power. Without missing a beat, she stepped in front of the polished silver mirror, a gift from a Jazanari warlord that had sworn fealty to her father before the Battle on the White Sands. She absently wondered where he was now, rotting on the field of battle or returned to his homeland in shame. “No matter,” she said aloud, her voice low and deep for one as beautiful as her. Or so her eldest brother, Xshayarshan, said. She scoffed softly, idly tracing a finger down the side of her face as she examined her features. Her rich sepia skin was dusted with gold she had forgotten to remove after a night of festivity, a farewell ceremony she had been forced to attend. Her eyes were unusual for a child blessed by the Night, like starlight cast into silver, peerless and without a flaw. Brighteyes, her siblings mocked her in whispers she was always able to hear. She smiled, tilting her head to admire herself, her cascading hair, black as the night coiling over her right shoulder and trailing down past her hips.

    I did not think you prone to vanity, Sister.” The voice was no more than a whisper, one near to her ear. Her blood stilled, eyes widening a fraction as she stared at her own reflection, noticing there was none but her own. She spun around, biting down on a curse as she peered at the porcelain skinned man standing as still as stone. He was clad humbly in a pitch-black robe which concealed most of his form. His red hair was short and along his neck was delicate black script, seeming to swirl from the neat puncture wounds at his throat. It was not often the son of Vashaloth rose from the Caverns of Stillness, or so she heard in court. But she had seen him all her life. Out of the corner of her eye, in high windows, in the streets, at the foot of her bed on the rarest of occasions. Always he watched, an aspect of the fathomless void peering into her very soul. “Whisperer. An Honor, Child of the Fathomless Night,” she said lowering into a deep bow, her head nearly grazing the floor. The Whisperer’s unblinking stare never left her, though his lips did curl in the corner and in that black gaze, amusement flickered like dying starlight. “Spare me the theatrics, Sister. I have a gift for you, before your departure to the lands of the thrice-cursed Light-Lord.” He was a blur of movement, appearing before her alchemical table and caressing the bottled reagents there with slim fingers. “It must be a mighty gift, Whisperer.”

    Shadows curled forth from the walls, dark spools like threads of night whirling in his palm. When the darkness receded, a small vial had taken its place, filled with a deep red viscous liquid that seemed to writhe against the glass container. Scheherazade watched all this with unmoving features, extending her hand out towards him. “And what is it you have crafted for me?” she inquired. He placed the vial at the center of her palm, his clawed fingers brushing against her flesh, a chill tickling down her spine. “It is my greatest work. A poison you shall administer to the newly crowned King. It will take a great many hours to course through him, to blacken his veins and wilt his organs into dust. But it shall be worth the wait, nonetheless.” Scheherazade scoffed. “And how shall I accomplish that? It is not as though I can simply journey down to the cellars and administer the poison myself.”

    Of course not, child. You shall offer the wine. A gift from your magnanimous father to the King. A token of peace that will be his end. You shall drink this tainted brew too. But fret not, Sister. I have the antidote. But do not tarry in taking it, or you will fall into Nothingness alongside the King.” Scheherazade examined the liquid within the vial with a squint. “I see… Is there anything more?” The Whisperer seemed to ponder for a moment, his index finger brushing back and forth across his smooth chin. “Yes. There are tales of a Guardian, one that dwells within the Sacred Temple of the Cursed Light. See the veracity of such tales. You will have access to the King’s famed Stairs of Heaven. Make use of them. As for your escape from Lotheran, I shall have arrangements made.”

    Scheherazade felt the beginnings of a smile forming on her face, her fingers tightening a fraction around the vial. “Is Father aware of your plan, Whisperer?” she asked, moving at a leisurely pace towards her bed and sprawling across it with a soft yawn. “The Khanat waits with bated breath for the end of Lotheran’s King. As do all who worship the Lord of Fathomless Night.

    “It will be my honor to unmake the seed of Light found in their Kings. And then, perhaps, the Death of the Day will not be a dream but a coming reality.”

    Trust in Naroth, Sister. In his Nothingness, truth is the only light one needs.”

    “I shall, Whisperer. I only-” The Princess turned to where he stood at her alchemical table, her jaw clamping shut when she realized he had vanished. She let out a breathy sigh, carefully peeling the silk robe from her form before crawling beneath the covers of her plush bed to sleep.

    Scheherazade’s departure was one of few words. The royal family gathered to see her off with her small contingent of Ekhenti, the Khanat’s sacred honor guard, four of whom had been raised alongside her and sworn to protect her unto death; Sanat, Nefera, Zamas, and Thariti. They journeyed by ship with her, across the Night Sea, through Dawn’s Bay which the second King of Lotheran, Junareus, took from Mekhara centuries ago. It was a week’s long journey of relative quiet, Scheherazade often locked away in her cabin, caressing the carved casing containing the tainted wine. She uttered prayers in the Old Tongue night and day, to keep the living poison dormant. When the port city of Ai’Nalav was in view, the Princess waited upon the deck for what she assumed would be a royal escort.

    While the ship docked, sailors tossing thick corded ropes to those who waited at the port, Scheherazade took in the land beyond the horizon, squinting against the afternoon light. It was an assault of green in all directions, shimmering grassy fields, roiling hills with the occasional copse and beyond that, a grand forest that went on beyond even her sight. Her features remained stoic as the gangplank was put into place. With her first steps towards it, the Ekhenti made a protective circle around her, their hands hovering over the hilts of their curved blades. Disappointment flickered over her face as she was met by a gaunt man in a black cloak, his white-and-gold tunic emblazoned with the Black Sun of the Lotheran Inquisition. His eyes were almost familiar, the near-black of the those blessed by the Night. And he looked as though he was born in Mekhara, his ochre skin not uncommon in her land. “I was expecting the King. And yet he sends his servant,” she said coldly in accented Lother, her hands folded neatly before her. Though this Inquisitor was several inches taller than her, she seemed to look down upon him as she straightened and tilted her head to the side. “The King sends his deepest apologies, Princess Scheherazade al’Khetehek. But since his ascension to the throne, the transition from Prince to King has taken much of his time,”  the man soothed in perfect Mekharan, her guards arching their brows in surprise.

    “I see,” Scheherazade mused, slipping easily back into her homeland’s tongue. The guards at the Inquisitor’s back looked on wearily, clearly unused to hearing that tongue spoken lest they were in battle.  “Well, I should like to see my husband-to-be. Let us not dally. If you are to accompany me, I would like to know your name and title, servant.”

    The Inquisitor paused briefly before he spoke. “Lord-Inquisitor Aron Hek, Princess.”

    Scheherazade did not allow her surprise to show, nodding wordlessly and moving forward without another word, Aron and the contingent of six guards in burnished golden armor trailing behind them. The carriage that awaited was gargantuan, gilded in gold and silver, depicting scenes from the Age of Myth that both peoples, East and West, knew of from their ancient traditions. The birth of the Light amidst the Fathomless Night, the spawning of Ailoth and Naroth, the banishment of Naroth into the depths of the Well of Night. The craftsmanship was exquisite, even she could not deny that. Perhaps there is hope for this savage land yet. It was many long hours before they reached Ai’Tilir, the City of the Dawn, set against the side of Saindor, the great mountain where the Sacred Temple was said to dwell. There was no idle chatter in the carriage, the Lotherani and the Mekheri keeping to themselves in the vast plush interior. There were a great many questions she wished to ask of Aron, a man she now knew was a distant blood relative of her own, from the exiled Hek Clan that had once ruled Mekhara before her thrice-great-grandfather had overthrown them.

    She was jolted from her thoughts when the carriage suddenly jerked to a halt, Aron rising nearly soundlessly with a squint. Whatever it was, it was an unexpected delay. He rapped a gloved knuckle against the door. After a moment, it opened, and Aron descended the ramp, the guards filing out after him. Once they had exited, Sanat and Thariti went out first, Zamas and Nefera remaining by her side as she stepped out onto the paved street, a line as far as the eye could see of carriages and caravans winding up the road to the glimmering palace in the distance. She lifted her gaze to take in the city of wood and stone. Her first thought was that the city was unusually tight, buildings built nearly atop one another and none of them particularly pleasing to the eye. Her lips curled at the stench of humanity that seemed to linger in the air, raking her silvery gaze over the crowd that had gathered to look upon her. Their Queen-to-be, she thought with a mocking smile, tapping her index finger against her bottom lip. “It seems delegates from across Ailor have chosen this day to darken our doorstep. Unfortunate. It seems we will have to return for your luggage, Princess,” Aron said coolly, turning to the Princess whose gaze continued to rove. “I thought you had no wish to dally, Princess,” Aron muttered, meeting the glower of Zamas. “Remember your place, Ekhenti,” he said with a mocking smile, as Scheherazade let out a musical laugh. “Oh, you grow increasingly interesting, Aron of the Hek Clan. Lead the way then,” she said with a dismissive wave of her hand. Aron delivered orders curtly to the guards behind him; three would remain with the carriage, and three would accompany them. His face remained carved of stone, still and cold as he moved through the crowd, the three guards that accompanied him dispersing the gathered people with relative ease. She heard a few slyly muttered curses, most of them slurs she had come to expect. Whore of the Sands seemed the most common among them, though the occasional Bitch of Naroth struck her ears. She had to stifle a laugh seeing her guards red in the face with rage. “Think nothing of it, Ekhenti. They are ignorant savages,” she soothed, lightly brushing her fingers over their shoulders. Their eyes were still hardened with hate, but the tension loosened from their strong limbs.

    For much of their trek towards the palace, the way was cleared with relative ease. But the closer they came to the looming walls that encircled Dawn’s Bastion, the more unruly the crowds grew. They no longer merely muttered their curses but hurled them at the Princess’ retinue as they passed. “The Bitch of Naroth!” They roared. Scheherazade did not allow her discomfort to show, that would be beneath her station, but the press of bodies was beginning to push closer. The Inquisitor’s guards drew their swords but that was no deterrent to the ravenous crowd; groups of four or five dragged them down and began to beat them with wooden clubs. Aron withdrew to the Princess and her retinue as the mob closed in, encircling them. The Ekhenti’s blades screeched as they withdrew from their ornate scabbards, the four of them forming a protective circle with their bodies. The mob seemed to hesitate, seeing the glimmering golden steel of the Mekharan retinue. “Peasants,” Aron sniffed with some disdain, Scheherazade’s laugh sounding almost manic as she stumbled closer to him. “Should we die, blood-of-my-blood, I am glad to die with one of my kin, exile though you may be,” the Princess said in a low voice, Aron’s brow arching.

    “I cannot say I share your sentiment, Princess. But you are not at all what I expected,” he said, still calm even in the face of death. Scheherazade could admire that. Suddenly, the mob ceased its forward push at the sound of distant thunder, hooves upon stone. From the direction of the palace came thirty or more horseman, all in burnished armor, and at their head was a man with a circlet of gold upon his brow. He wore crimson brocaded silk with golden embroidery, the seven-pointed star of Ailoth stitched upon his chest. His cape whirled behind him as he rode towards them, golden hair haloing his youthful face. He was sickly pale and even the kingly raiment he wore could not conceal the dark bags beneath his eyes, nor the weariness that dragged his features down. Even still, his gold-flecked gaze seemed to glow in the morning light. So, this is the boy King, she mused. Aron folded his hands behind his back as the crowd scattered, the armored riders creating a wall to prevent any further incursions. “To heel,” Scheherazade said sharply. Sanat and Thariti obeyed instantly, as Nefera begrudgingly sheathed hers with narrowed eyes. Zamas was the last to sheath his blade, muttering curses under his breath.

    Scheherazade turned to Hadrius, folding her hands together with a guarded smile. “Your timing is impeccable, my King,” she said, lowering into a deep bow. When she rose, Hadrius had lowered from his horse, a guard approaching to take the reins. The King scowled and gripped ahold of the man’s armored breastplate to shake him. “The wounded, Barrett,” he said sternly, ignoring the muttered apologies as he stepped towards Scheherazade. His face was smooth and unblemished, not a scar visible to the naked eye. “When I heard you were in the city, I had all the petitioners driven out of the palace so that I could come to you. I had hoped my people would be more… civilized. You must forgive my absence. Much has happened in the wake of my Father’s death,” he said, a bone-weary sigh escaping through his lips. Scheherazade had not known what to expect, only that Lotheran and its King were her enemy. She had not expected sincerity. Nor for him to be so young. He cannot be much older than Tirdata, and he is only twenty-four. “You need not explain yourself to me, my King. I am at your service,” Scheherazade said with the faintest of seductive lilts.

    Hadrius seemed briefly taken aback, a mortified expression flickering before his features smoothed over. “I would have you comfortable. My servants have worked tirelessly preparing your chambers. I hope it is to your liking. And your Ekhenti also.” With a warm smile, he extended both hands out in front of him, palms up, fingers curled slightly as though beckoning. Scheherazade felt her mask slip away suddenly, eyes widening. He had taken time from his duties to study their culture and ways. She responded as custom demanded, placing her hands atop his, lightly pulling them apart. It is no matter. Today or tomorrow, the King of Lotheran will die.

    One More Minute

    by Abby Woodland

    Is a minute too much to ask for?
    For a small piece of time to see you?
    To hug you, to laugh with you,
    To hear your voice, to love you?
    All I’m asking for is one more minute.

    I want to see joy in your eyes,
    And hear your jokes again.
    I want to learn at your feet,
    Not see your life end.
    All I’m asking for is one more minute.

    They say life isn’t fair, but that’s not true.
    Death is the unjust one,
    Because it took you.
    All I’m asking for is one more minute.

    Can’t you stay a bit longer?
    Just long enough for us to come with you?
    Years will pass into forever
    Before we see you again.
    All I’m asking for is one more minute.

    Eternity can wait for you.
    I don’t want to lose my best friend.
    I can’t let you go without me.
    All I’m asking for is one more minute.

    Can the angels spare us some time?
    Can they hold off on taking you home?
    They get to keep you,
    Locked behind pearly gates forever.
    All I’m asking for is one more minute.

    I’m begging, please,
    One more minute.

    Faith

    By Carson Adams

    Act One

    The man’s blood had a metallic sweetness to it, like copper pennies left in the rain. Himari could smell it even through the black cloth mask covering her nose and mouth—thick and warm in the stale air of the apartment. She stood perfectly still, watching him crawl. His legs left dark streaks across the cheap laminate flooring, making whimpering animal sounds as he dragged himself forward. Ten feet. That’s how far he made it before his body gave up on him, rolling onto his back with a wet thump.

    He looked at her across the room. His mouth opened.

    “Ju—”

    The knife left her hand before the syllable finished. It buried itself in his throat with a sound like a fist punching through wet cardboard. His eyes went wide, then dim, then empty. Himari walked over slowly, footsteps silent despite the blood. She’d practiced that—the walking. Hours of moving across creaking floors until she could float like smoke. She stood over him, one boot on either side of his torso, and gripped his head. The knife came out easier than it went in. Blood fountained up, painting her black clothes a wet, glistening red-on-black. She held him there for a second, counting her breaths, then let go. His head hit the floor, sounding like a dropped melon.

    She surveyed the room. A 1LDK apartment—minimal, the kind of place a man lives when he’s hiding. Her knife was still in her hand, dripping. She pulled out a cloth—white silk with interlocking crosses stitched in gold thread. She wiped the blade clean methodically, working from hilt to tip, then folded the cloth into a tight square.

    From her other pocket came a small pouch, no bigger than her palm. She placed the bloodied cloth inside and pressed the seal. There was a soft hiss and the pouch contracted, vacuum-sealing the fabric until the whole thing was the size of a coin. She dropped it back in her pocket.

    His wallet sat on the kitchen counter, brown leather worn soft at the edges. She moved to it, her body making no sound, displacing no air. Inside were bills—several thousand yen—and a photo of a woman and two children. She took all the cash. Then, without looking, threw it behind her. It landed perfectly on her kill’s chest.

    Himari reached up and touched the necklace at her throat. The knife clicked into place against the cross-shaped pendant with a satisfying magnetic snap. The weight of it settled against her sternum, familiar and grounding.

    She contemplated for a moment, critiquing her work. Then something occurred to her—a practical consideration that made her shoulders sag slightly. Her clothes. They were drenched in his blood, and she still had to leave the building. She’d been careless. Again.

    She stripped down to her undergarments. The blood-soaked clothing went into another specialized pouch, sealed and reduced to pocket size. She retrieved a third coin-sized package from her hip bag.

    “What would I do without these,” she said. Her voice came out dry, almost deadpan. The way it always did when she was alone.

    She cracked the seal and fresh clothes expanded in her hands—black pants, black shirt, black jacket. Identical to what she’d been wearing. She dressed quickly, her movements automatic, and stood there in the middle of someone’s death looking like she’d just arrived.

    The apartment was silent except for the sound of her breathing behind the mask.

    Himari walked to the door, checked the peephole, and slipped out into the hallway. The door clicked shut behind her, and she was already thinking about the next stop. The handler. The book. The ritual that would close this transaction and open the door to the next one.

    Twelve disciples.

    She was faithful. That’s what she told herself. That’s what she told him.

    As she walked down the hallway and outside to the stairwell, the weight of the cross against her chest felt heavier than usual, and she found herself thinking about warmth. About soft hands. About a voice that wasn’t her own—didn’t have that disconnected quality that made her feel like she was narrating her own life from a distance.

    She thought about Cindy.

    A cigarette also crossed her mind—a need to remember what it felt like to want something that wasn’t death or devotion.

    Himari descended the stairs slowly, her hand trailing along the railing. Through the gaps in the stairwell, Tokyo Tower glowed orange and white against the purple sky—a monument to permanence, or the illusion of it.

    She reached the street and pulled a cigarette from her pocket, and lit it while staring at the tower. It blinked at her, indifferent, the way gods were supposed to be.

    The handler could wait ten more minutes.

    Act Two

    The apartment building was identical to the one she’d just left—same cracked concrete, same flickering lights, same smell of cooking oil and mildew. Himari climbed to the third floor and stopped in front of door 304. She knocked in a specific rhythm: three quick, two slow, one sharp.

    The door opened a crack, chain bolt still latched. A voice came through, male and measured.

    “Do you need something, child?”

    “Forgiveness.”

    The door shut. She heard the chain slide free, and when it opened again, a man stood in the center of the room. Black robes, face covered except for his eyes. The apartment was empty except for a bookcase and a single lamp casting long shadows across the walls.

    Himari stepped inside and closed the door behind her. They stood on opposite sides of the bookcase, looking at each other through the shelves. Two books sat between them—one open to page twelve, one closed.

    “You have it?”

    She pulled the coin-sized pouch from her pocket and placed it in the open book. The blood-soaked rag, compressed and sealed. Evidence of faith. He closed the book slowly, then motioned to the other one.

    “Your mammon.”

    She took the other book and started to leave.

    “Twelve pages,” he said. “Twelve lives. Twelve disciples. How do you plan to continue?”

    She stopped at the door, not turning to look at him.

    “Faithfully.”

    His chuckle followed her into the hallway. “A chosen favorite.”

    The book was heavy in her pocket. She took the back streets and stopped at a vending machine, buying a coffee to hold more than drink. She thought about what was in the book.

    Money. It’s always money.

    Her thoughts floated back to Cindy.

    Cindy, who counted cash with the intensity of someone performing surgery. Who worked as a hostess in Roppongi, pouring drinks and laughing at jokes that weren’t funny, wearing loan dresses that cost more than Himari’s rent. Cindy had told her one night, after Himari asked where the money went. Not kept—went. Cindy’s apartment was as bare as Himari’s own.

    “I send it home,” she’d said. “My brother. He’s sick.”

    Over time, pieces had emerged. A younger brother in Michigan. Cancer, the type that ate through savings and hope at the same rate. Their parents thought Cindy was gaining culture while getting her master’s in psychology. They didn’t know she’d dropped out. That she spent her nights perfecting the art of making lonely men feel less lonely for the price of champagne.

    “I made up a charity,” Cindy had laughed, but there was no humor in it. “They think they’re beneficiaries of this generous organization funding experimental treatments. In reality, I’m the organization.”

    Himari had asked why she didn’t tell them the truth.

    “Because they’d make me stop. They’d rather he die than have me do this.”

    And then, quieter: “Faith isn’t enough for me. I’m doing it because I’d feel guilty otherwise.”

    Himari crushed the coffee can and dropped it in a recycling bin. She understood guilt. Understood doing something because it was the only thing that made the weight bearable, even if it didn’t make it lighter.

    They were both liars. Both giving themselves with no questions asked. Pretending their sacrifices changed something.

    The difference was Cindy admitted her lack of faith.

    Himari still hung on to hers.

    The apartment building came into view, a squat concrete structure wedged between a convenience store and a shuttered pachinko parlor. Himari climbed the exterior stairs, boots echoing in the stairwell. Fourth floor. Last door on the left.

    Cindy was sitting outside her apartment, back against the door, knees pulled to her chest. She was still in her work clothes—a black dress that shimmered under the hallway’s fluorescent lights, heels kicked off beside her. She looked up when Himari reached the landing.

    Their eyes met.

    Relief, warm and immediate, flooded through Himari’s chest. Cindy’s expression mirrored it—the tension in her shoulders releasing, something soft entering her face.

    “Hey,” Cindy said.

    “Hey,” Himari said back.

    Act Three

    Cindy unlocked the door and they stepped inside. The apartment was as bare as Himari remembered—small table, a single lamp, a kitchenette with nothing on the counters.

    Himari reached into her jacket and pulled out a wad of cash. She held it out. Cindy stared at it for a moment before taking it, her fingers closing around the bills with visible reluctance. She never counted it.

    “Mind if I get comfy?” Cindy asked.

    Himari shook her head.

    Cindy walked toward the back of the apartment where her bedroom was. Himari followed some steps behind, watching the way Cindy’s shoulders carried the weight of the evening—the performance of the club still clinging to her like perfume. At the bedroom door, Cindy paused and turned.

    “I’ll let you in when I’m finished changing,” she said. “No peeking.”

    She tapped Himari’s nose playfully, and something flickered in Himari’s chest. The door shut.

    Himari waited in the hallway. She could hear fabric rustling, clothes being removed and replaced. The intimate sounds made her aware of her own breathing.

    A few minutes passed. The door opened.

    Cindy stood there in grey sweatpants and a faded University of Michigan sweater, her face scrubbed clean of makeup. She looked softer like this. Her whole demeanor had shifted—no longer a professional smile, but something genuine.

    “Come on in,” she said, grabbing Himari by the wrist.

    Cindy led her into the bedroom. Five candles scattered around the small space cast soft light across the walls. The futon was laid out with a single pillow. The room smelled like vanilla and something floral.

    Cindy guided her to the futon and sat down, patting the space beside her. Himari sat close enough that their knees touched.

    “Do you want to lay your head on my lap?” Cindy asked softly.

    Himari nodded and settled her head against Cindy’s thighs. Cindy’s hands found her hair, fingers threading through with practiced tenderness. The touch was rhythmic, almost hypnotic. Himari closed her eyes.

    “Rough day?” Cindy’s voice was barely above a whisper.

    Himari nodded without opening her eyes.

    “Sorry to hear.” Cindy’s fingers continued their slow path through her hair, nails lightly scratching against her scalp. “Wanna talk about it?”

    Himari shook her head.

    Cindy’s hand paused for just a moment—a flicker of frustration or concern, Himari couldn’t tell—before resuming its gentle motion. The candlelight danced across the ceiling. Himari focused on the warmth of Cindy’s lap, on the feeling of being touched without expectation or violence.

    This was what she came for. This moment where nothing was asked of her except to exist.

    They sat like that for a while before Cindy spoke again.

    “We do this every time, you know. You don’t want to take advantage of my psych degree? I know I’d like to use it.”

    Himari opened her eyes and turned her head to look up at Cindy, still resting in her lap.

    “You know I don’t like to talk about it,” she said. “I just want to be here and not think. It’s what I’m paying for.”

    “And I’ve told you we’re friends. You don’t have to pay for this.” Cindy’s voice was gentle but there was an edge underneath. “I take the money to respect your wishes, but I’m just concerned about you.”

    “You barely know me.”

     Cindy’s expression shifted. It wasn’t the first time Himari had done this. “I know you enough to care about your wellbeing. You sit around with no job, a sick mother who didn’t care about you before or after she got sick, wallowing in guilt. Following this, so-called great god you speak of.”

    “Don’t.” The word came out sharp. Himari’s eyes flashed with anger.

    Cindy stopped, realizing she’d crossed a line. She exhaled slowly and returned to the gentle rhythm of stroking Himari’s hair. They sat in silence for a full minute, the candles flickering, neither speaking. Then Cindy reached over to her bag and pulled out a playing card. She held it out.

    “Could you do the thing?”

    Himari took the card and sat up slightly. She lined up her shot, then flicked her wrist. The card flew across the room with dart-like precision and struck the farthest candle. The flame went out.

    Himari laid her head back down and closed her eyes.

    Cindy stared at the extinguished candle, something like wonder in her face. “I’ll never get sick of that.”

    They settled back into silence, Cindy’s fingers resuming their gentle path through Himari’s hair. Minutes passed—or maybe just seconds, Himari had lost track. Then Cindy’s voice broke through the quiet.

    “What does your god think of me?”

    Himari kept her eyes closed. “What are you asking?”

    “Like, what does your god think of my decisions in life?” Cindy’s fingers never stopped moving. “I know your faith is about minimalism and living within your means, so he might hate me, right?”

    “It’s not a he or she or they,” Himari said. Her voice was calm now. “It’s an idea.”

    “An idea,” Cindy repeated.

    “My faith isn’t judgment-based. There’s no rule against consumerist ideals, it’s about the strength to restrict those actions.” Himari settled deeper into Cindy’s lap. “There’s no eternal damnation for being a hostess. We all go where we go in the end.”

    Cindy was quiet for a moment, absorbing this. When she spoke again, her voice was softer. “Then why follow it? Why not live your life to your heart’s desire? Why torture your mortal body with such limited time?”

    Himari opened her eyes and turned her head to look up at Cindy. Their eyes met. Cindy’s fingers continued their rhythm through her hair, patient, waiting.

    Himari sat up and took Cindy’s hands in hers, holding them tightly. She stared at Cindy, deciding whether to be honest.

    “Evil walks among us,” she said softly. “Not one we can see, but one we feel. Every day we wake up and wonder if today will be our last, and if it is, then what was the point?” She paused, her grip tightening. “I follow my faith because it asks of me what I cannot ask of myself.”

    “And what is that?” Cindy asked.

    “Love.” The word came out almost like a confession. “A love not found from my fellow man, but a love in myself. A belief that I can rid the world of evil by just existing at the same time as it. By refusing to let it cohabitate, I make a stand against that evil.”

    Himari’s voice dropped even lower, barely above a whisper now.

    “My body is a tool by which the universe will deliver swift judgment. My reward for that is greater than anything purchased. That stance against the invisible hand that guides our waking hours—it lets me love myself more than I’ve ever been able to. I feel love from my faith, a love that I thought I’d never feel.”

    She looked directly into Cindy’s eyes.

    “It comforts me to know I no longer hate myself.”

    A tear slipped down Himari’s cheek. Just one, but it carried the weight of everything unsaid—all the violence, justifications, nights spent alone convinced she was doing something righteous. Cindy stared at her, seeing her fully for the first time, and reached up to wipe the tear away with her thumb.

    “I understand,” Cindy said.

    Himari was surprised. She’d expected questions or pity. But Cindy’s face held only recognition.

    The faintest smile crossed Himari’s lips.

    “I understand what it’s like to hate yourself,” Cindy said quietly.

    The words hit Himari like a physical entity. Cindy—her source of light, her refuge—hated herself?

    “Cindy… I—”

    Before she could finish, Cindy pulled her into a tight embrace, arms wrapped around her with desperate strength. Tears streamed down her face, hot against Himari’s neck.

    “You don’t have to say anymore tonight,” Cindy whispered, voice thick and breaking. “Let’s just enjoy each other’s company silently.”

    Himari sat frozen, shocked her honesty had been received not with judgment but recognition. Then she felt something inside crack open, some carefully built wall.

    She wrapped her arms around Cindy just as tightly.

    The warmth that flooded through her was unlike anything she’d felt before. It was faith, yes, but not the kind she’d known. Not the solitary love she’d cultivated in herself through discipline and devotion. This was different. Messier. More fragile.

    This was love from another person. Love from her fellow man.

    Cindy held her like she was something worth saving, and Himari held back like she was afraid to let go. They stayed like that, wrapped in each other, both crying now—not from sadness but from the relief of being seen. Of being known.

    They stayed wrapped together as the candles burned lower, their breathing slowly syncing in the quiet. Himari could feel Cindy’s heartbeat against her own chest, steady and real.

    Outside, somewhere in the Tokyo night, the city continued—indifferent and enormous. But here, in this small room with its bare walls and flickering light, something else existed. Something that couldn’t be touched, but was real all the same.

    Grace, maybe. Or just two people refusing to let go.

    Himari closed her eyes and let herself believe, just for tonight, that this was enough. That she was enough.

    The evil she spoke of didn’t exist here.

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    Water Signs at Work: Emotional Intelligence & Empathy in Action

    How Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces bring depth and compassion to teams.

    November is “Scorpio Time” and as such I would like to dedicate this first article to Water Signs at Work.

    In every workplace, emotional intelligence and empathy are the quiet forces that shape collaboration, trust, and success. In astrology, the water signs; Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces bring forth these characteristics which are not seen – not in front of us.  These folks are connected in a different way.  They are sensitive, intuitive, and connected to the unseen dynamics of a team.  Overall, water signs remind us that people, not just processes, drive results.

    However, their depth can also make them vulnerable to stress, burnout, or emotional overwhelm if not balanced.

    Water signs are often the healers, listeners, and nurturers of the workplace. They sense what others feel before it is spoken and create environments where trust can thrive. While each of the three water signs brings unique strengths, together they form the backbone of emotional resilience and team connection.

    Let’s dive into how Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces show up as employees and as leaders.

    Cancer at Work: The Nurturing Creator (June 21 – July 22)

    Cancers thrive when they feel secure and supported, and they extend that same care to others. They are the ones checking in on their coworkers, making sure everyone feels comfortable and included. This nurturing quality makes them incredible team players and loyal colleagues. But their sensitivity can also make them retreat when faced with criticism or conflict. Encouraging open communication and giving them space to recharge is what all Cancers need to boost their confidence.

    As an Employee:
    Cancers bring quiet strength and creativity to their work. While they may appear reserved—often retreating into their “shell” when emotions run high—they are some of the most dependable and innovative employees you will find. Whether in nonprofit management, creative projects, or detail-oriented tasks like data entry, Cancer employees thrive when given the space to work independently while knowing they are respected and valued.

    As a Leader:
    Cancer leaders excel by leading with their heart. They are hands-on mentors who meet employees where they are, offering guidance and camaraderie. Their teaching style earns respect quickly, and their natural nurturing instincts create workplace cultures that feel more like families. Sensitive to their teams’ needs, Cancer leaders are in tune not only to what gets done, but how people feel along the way.

    Scorpio at Work: The Resilient Powerhouse (October 23 – November 21)

    Scorpios bring intensity and determination to everything they do. They are not just looking at the surface, they dive deep into the details, uncovering truths, and crafting strategies others may miss. Their loyalty and commitment to a cause or project is unmatched, making them a force in leadership and problem-solving roles. However, their intensity can sometimes come across as intimidating. When balanced, they’re the powerhouse every workplace needs.

    As an Employee:
    Scorpios are the marathon runners of the workplace. Loyal, hardworking, and fiercely determined, they thrive in high-pressure environments where resilience is tested. Their ability to juggle multiple projects, endure setbacks, and still deliver makes them invaluable during times of crisis. With a Phoenix-like ability to rise from challenges, Scorpios excel in careers that demand perseverance, such as counseling or crisis management.

    As a Leader:
    Scorpio leaders are empaths with iron wills. Deeply loyal to their organizations, many dedicate decades of service to one company. They inspire through mentorship, ambition, and a willingness to shoulder responsibility. While their intensity can sometimes be seen as controlling, their resilience, dedication, and emotional depth make them powerful protectors of their teams. In challenging times, Scorpio leaders are the anchors who hold everything together.

    Pisces at Work: The Visionary Dreamer (February 19 – March 20)

    Pisces are the imaginative folks who bring creativity and big-picture thinking into the workplace. They can easily empathize with others and often sense the emotional climate of a room before anyone says a word. This ability allows them to adapt and connect across diverse groups. Sometimes Pisces may struggle with boundaries or feel overwhelmed in highly structured or critical environments. Encouraging their creativity while providing clear expectations helps them shine as the dreamers who can turn inspiration into reality.

    As an Employee:
    Pisces employees bring charm, creativity, and positivity to the workplace. They are the co-workers with secret handshakes or inside jokes that lift morale on tough days. Their intuition and sensitivity help them sense conflicts and emotional undercurrents, though they often internalize rather than express these feelings outwardly. To flourish, Pisces need flexible, supportive environments where their creativity can shine.

    As a Leader:
    Pisces leaders are compassionate visionaries. They lead with empathy, inspiring teams with imaginative solutions and innovative thinking. Known for prioritizing the well-being of employees, they create trusting, supportive environments where people feel truly valued. Their generosity and sensitivity provide for natural respect, though they may need to guard against being taken advantage of. A Pisces leader’s ability to blend vision with compassion can transform workplaces into communities of trust and inspiration.

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    When water signs are present, workplaces become more compassionate, more supportive, and more human. Their ability to listen, connect, and care ensures that collaboration is deeper, conflicts are softened, and success is shared.

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    About the Author
    Nicole Calix Coy is a certified astrologer and author of Astrology at Work: Navigate Workplace Dynamics with Astrological Insight. Nicole has over 20 years of experience as a human resources professional and more than a decade in social work. She holds advanced degrees in psychology, counseling, education, and legal studies, making her uniquely qualified to bridge the gap between people, workplace dynamics, and astrology.

    She has a gift for making astrology practical, relatable, and easy to apply in the workplace—helping professionals build stronger connections, improve collaboration, and bring more clarity to their careers.

  • Mad Red Monthly – Oct 2025

    Mad Red Monthly – Oct 2025

    The King of the Dead

    By Joseph McConnachie

    Prince Hadrius of Lotheran was rarely disturbed so late in the night unless it was of utmost urgency. Lord-Inquisitor Aron Hek himself rarely ever graced the prince with his presence. He was a tall man, his skin a rich ochre, a shade not common to this side of the world. But he was gaunt, little more than skin and bones, looking as though a gust of wind could knock him over. But his mind was sharp as tempered steel, and Father always took his sage wisdom into account. “Sire. I am sorry. Your Father is gone and will soon rejoin Ailoth in His Great Light.”

    The telltale signs of his Father’s declining health had been mounting for months; the blackened blood he had hacked up increasingly, the greyness of his pallor and the general deterioration of his once strong body. Even still, hearing the words spoken aloud was a great shock to the prince. Grief swelled within him, sorrow and regret the first to surface. All that he had left unsaid, all that he had never learned from his father… It was a barrage of misery that he quickly banished, setting his face into a flat grimace. Duty above all, that was the mantra of the Kings of Lotheran. “There will be time to mourn later, Lord-Inquisitor. What is it you require of me?” Aron seemed relieved at his pragmatism, the sympathy pinching his brow smoothing over as he folded his hands behind his back. “Meet me in the hall when you have dressed. I have woken your servants.” He said coolly, trailing from the room without another word, gesturing slightly. The servants filed in, taking his clothes from the armoire before stepping towards him.

    While his servants dressed him in brocaded silk, the cogs of Hadrius’ mind whirred. His father was not yet cold, and the Lord-Inquisitor was already moving pieces across the board. But such was his purpose in the Realm. The vile rumors spread by nobles, that the Hek Family were sorcerers from the Eastern realm of Mekhara sent to destroy Lotheran, had never turned Father against Aron. After all, he and Aron had been raised side-by-side in court, back when Father had been merely a prince and Aron the Lord-Inquisitor’s son. He had heard the tales of those days, how different Aron had been then, strong of limb and filled with joy. But Hadrius had only ever known the shadow of the man, the one mocked and feared in equal measure by those in the court. Father had always assured him that Aron would never harm him, and he believed that, even now.

    The gentle click of the golden chain around his neck and the clang of his sheathed blade on his belt drew him from his thoughts, the familiar weight uplifting him as the servants backed away. He gave a brief nod of thanks before striding from the chamber, seeing Aron standing in the center of the long hall. His near-statuesque stillness was always unnerving. “May I… May I see him first?” Hadrius asked in a low voice, Aron turning his head slightly to peer at him with his dark eyes. “Of course.” He soothed calmly, leading the way to the King’s bedchamber. What would soon be his bedchamber, Hadrius mused. Several clerics lingered at the open door, heads bowed in prayer, hands idly tracing the sigils along the sevenstar emblem of Ailoth about their necks. When they passed the threshold, he could hear the soft chanting of the other clerics around the King’s bed, singing the hymn of embalming as the royal healer prepared the King for his last journey. Hadrius stood silently, looking at the corpse of his Father somberly. From here, he appeared only to be sleeping, frail and sickly yes, but resting. Aron’s touch against his shoulder was a surprise but a welcome one, turning his teary gaze to the Lord-Inquisitor who looked on with unshed tears of his own. Neither would let them fall. Duty above all.

    “I will ask again, my Lord, what do you require of me?” Hadrius asked in a voice barely above a whisper.

    “You will accompany me to the Stairs of Heaven. We shall ascend the mountain together.”

    “But only the King-”

    “Your Father and I journeyed there often together, when the weight of the crown grew… heavy.”

    “But the Sacred Temple. The Word of the Prophets-”

    “There are things your Father failed to reveal to you before his passing. This was one of them. This burden was never meant to be mine, but I gave him my word that I would guide you, that you would fulfill the duties that he once did. I will not be made a liar.”

    “I would never… I just…” Hadrius said no more, turning his gold-flecked gaze to the floor. “I did not mean to offend you or your honor, Lord-Inquisitor. If I must ascend the Stairs, so be it.”

    Aron seemed to relax, whatever weight he carried, lessening slightly. “Good. Your Father will rest easily knowing that. Now, we must be quick. By dawn, word will have spread of the King’s passing. We must return by then, so that you may be crowned.”

    “Then let us not waste any more time.”

    The Prince and the Lord-Inquisitor left the gilded halls of the palace, journeying through the Queensgrove to the winding path that led to the Stairs of Heaven. The entirety of Ai’Tilir, the capital of Lotheran, was situated on a hill that joined with the great mountain of Saindor, atop which the Sacred Temple of Ailoth resided. The palace was built near the base of the Stairs, so that only the King, the divinely blessed ruler of Lotheran could venture forth to seek the guidance of the Great Light. But Hadrius had learned that perhaps not all was as it seemed. The King alone did not venture forth there after all; Aron had accompanied him to the Temple. He had many questions, many that Aron deflected. “All will be revealed atop the mountain, my prince.”

    When they reached the base of the Stairs of Heaven, Hadrius hesitated. Aron marched along confidently, ascending the first few steps before turning to him. “Now is not the time for doubt. I swear to you, all you wish to know shall be revealed at the Temple.” Hadrius sighed wearily, taking the first tentative step forward. In silence, the two ascended the Stairs, the winding path skirting the edge of the mountain and then curving back around to reach the peak. A bone-deep weariness had set in by the time they reached the glimmering gates of the Temple.

    The gates were wrought of gold with silver filigree, depicting the great battle at the dawn of time, when Ailoth vanquished his brother Naroth and cast him into the Well of Night. Above the gates was a curved arch, a passage from the Word of the Prophets etched upon it. Hadrius had memorized entire passages of the Word, and he knew this one by heart: None but the blessed divine may enter through the sacred gates. Death awaits those who test the Great Light. He moved to clutch the sevenstar pendant he always wore about his neck, the one he had left on his bedside table. He bit back a curse as Aron, without pause, approached the gates and planted his hands against them. Hadrius’ eyes were wide as the gates groaned open in record time, frail Aron looking none the worse for wear after pushing open doors that weighed several tons.

    “How…?” Hadrius trailed off as Aron straightened, adjusting his long black coat and dusting it off. “You will see. Come.” He stepped through and Hadrius followed him into a marble courtyard with a dried fountain at its center. It might have once been beautiful, but overgrowth and decay had set in, vines and other invasive flora writhing across the cracked marble underfoot. This was not the Temple he had heard spoken of in the Word, one of unearthly beauty wrought by the Great Light. They passed the fountain, the dull echo of their boots against stone the only sound in the night. Ahead, a looming decrepit temple stretched out across the grounds, the once vibrant gold stripped and fading. Towards their left was a wide ledge, paved over with more marble, a golden banister curving around the edge. A cloaked figure stood silently, looking out over Lotheran, the only movement their fluttering cloak in the wind.

    Aron held up a gloved hand to stay Hadrius from moving any further. He wordlessly approached, the cloaked figure turning his head slightly as Aron spoke in a low reverent voice and lowered to one knee. Hadrius had learned the language of Mekhara, his father had commanded it of him after a fragile peace was sealed in blood and oaths. The language the two conversed in resembled the tongue of the Eastern Empire, barely, a few scant words he caught if he focused hard enough. Who was this stranger? Why was he here at the Sacred Temple? And why was the Temple in ruins? Eventually he drifted from his thoughts, Aron’s sharp voice bringing everything back into focus. “Hadrius. Step forward,” he said tersely, stepping away from the cloaked figure. Hadrius took a deep breath and moved forward, clenching his fists to prevent them from shaking. Duty, duty above all, he chanted the mantra within his skull, drawing what little strength he could from it. He had no reason to fear this stranger, not truly, but his stomach churned in warning as his gaze lingered on them.

    When he was three feet from them, the stranger lifted their hand. The skin was blackened and cracked in places, as though withered by flame. At the center of their palm was the symbol of a black sun that absorbed what little light the stars gave off. Hadrius recognized the symbol: The symbol of the Inquisition. Their nails were talon-like, black knives that extended from the tips of their fingers. Hadrius let out a shuddering breath and stumbled backward, nearly tripping over his own cape as he gripped the hilt of his sword. “What… Who are you?” He whispered, unable to conceal the primitive fear that crept into his bones. Had he no shame at all, he would’ve fled back to the gates and down the Stairs to the safety of the palace. But the rational part of him knew that there would be no escape from this… creature. The cloaked figure lifted the outstretched hand higher, pushing back the hood of their tattered robe, revealing the man underneath. His beauty was at odds with the decrepit grounds of the Temple, a shining effigy amidst ruins. His face was smooth and without blemish, not like skin at all but bronzed marble, left out to bake in the sun. His angular features were defined by his sharp cheekbones and jawline, framed by curly dark hair that trailed over his shoulders. But it was his eyes that made Hadrius’ blood run cold. A fathomless black like unto the Pits of Naroth. “I am death… and life.” He soothed in a voice like silk, turning with fluid grace. Hadrius turned to Aron who was entirely at ease, his hands folded in front of him. “Was this your plan all along? To bring me to this abomination? To have him kill me?” Hadrius asked, his voice trembling. “You misunderstand, child of Lucaneus. I am not your end, but your salvation. I am all that keeps the Darkness of the Pit at bay in this mortal plane.” Hadrius narrowed his eyes and paced before the pit-fiend, flexing and unflexing the fingers on his free hand. “It seems I am at your mercy. Explain yourself.”

    The fiend’s lips curved into a smile, his sharp elongated canines briefly visible. “It is by the will of Ailoth that I show mercy to his blessed. I would never disobey the Great Light; May He reign unto eternity.”

    “Do not blaspheme, monster. I know you serve Naroth the Scorned. You cannot deceive me.” Aron’s voice rose beside him. “Hadrius, please listen-”

    Hush, descendant, hush. He will see the Light before the coming of dawn.” The stranger soothed in a singsongy voice, Hadrius’ features contorting into a snarl. “You have nothing but lies. And you have ensnared my Lord-Inquisitor.” The screeching of steel resounded into the stillness of the night as Hadrius drew forth his blade. With a war cry, he swung the blade with both hands towards the creature’s head. The stranger merely lifted his index finger and placed it in the path of the sword. When the blade met the digit, all momentum ceased, Hadrius’ eyes widening. “I am not your enemy, Hadrius of Lotheran. Your father never told you what awaited you when he wilted and died, as all mortals do. A great shame. He was the greatest of your long line of Kings. A fierce warrior, a sage, and a uniter.” Hadrius lowered his sword with a defeated sob, the grief he had dammed flooding through him. He collapsed to his knees, weeping without shame, only flinching when the monster’s hand caressed his golden hair. He turned his gaze up, recoiling when he saw black tears trickling down the fiend’s face. “Yes, there will be time to mourn, but it is not now. You must renew the pact between the Living and the Dead, as your father’s forefathers have done for centuries.” Hadrius frowned, swiping his sleeve against his eyes. “W-What pact?” He whispered.

    To know of the pact, you must know who I am… and who I once was. I am Ezarakel. I was a prince of Mekhara, in a time when the people of Lotheran were little more than warring tribes, vying for power and land. I was a lesser heir, expendable in the eyes of my father, the Khanat. I was to be a sacrifice to the Lord of Night, as was the practice in those dark times, when Ailoth’s Light was obscured by the machinations of his Scorned Twin. But I was not sacrificed. My fate was worse than death. I was taken by one of Naroth’s dark progeny, the Lord of Blood, Vashaloth, and brought into the horror of undeath. For centuries I hunted under the Cloak of Night Naroth draped over the world in perpetuity, nothing more than insatiable hunger. But salvation came, when I strayed far from my master’s side, and found myself in your primitive lands. Light had a chance to flourish there. A Light that speared into my heart when the Star of the Morning descended. It was the Sacred Temple, the one Ailoth wrought in the Sun and cast down to even the scales, to banish the progeny of Naroth back into the Well and allow mankind to flourish under the Great Light. I would’ve been ashes were it not for your people. In that fugue-state between life and death, I saw Him.” A flicker of devoted fervor sparked in the cold black depths of his gaze, like flickering embers of dying light. “He told me of the balance that now existed, between the Light and the Dark. That the Great Light would rule during the day, but that His light would recede and Naroth’s Cloak of Night would drape over the world. It was a bargain for the soul of the world. I would be a vessel of His will, a beacon in the Dark. An Undying King of the Dead, a Vestige of Night reborn in the Great Light, the craftsman of the Word. The Word you know much of by heart, Aron tells me.” He said with a musical laugh.

    “All of this… By your design?” Hadrius said, shocked and even a bit awed by these revelations. Ezarakel shook his head. “Not mine. His. But alas, I was an imperfect vessel. The Temple endures, but its glory is diminished. With every Night that passes, its Light dims. But the Great Light now endures within you and the people of Lotheran. And it shall endure, so long as your line endures. So long as the line remains unbroken. So long as you continue the pact.”

    “The pact?”

    You take my blood unto you. My blood may be a corrupt vestige of Naroth’s evil, but through my blood, Lotheran has grown mighty. Mighty enough to challenge Mekhara and force them to sue for peace. Darkness will linger forever, but you, Hadrius of Lotheran, can be a blade against the Night. Your life will be short, especially if you imbibe as your father once did. But it was a sacrifice he and all others before him were willing to make. For the soul of your world, for the Great Light. For Ailoth.”

    Hadrius reached for the missing sevenstar pendant again, grasping at air. His vice-like grip upon the hilt of his blade loosened as he rose, determination suffusing through him. “I will renew this pact, Undying One, like my father before me.” Ezarakel let out a breath of relief, a breath he surmised the pit-fiend need not make if he were no longer living. Using one of the black talons on his left hand, he carved a wound open at his wrist, black ink-like blood spilling from it. “By the Great Light, I anoint thee. With this blood, you shall be reforged as a blade, and wielded by Ailoth, may He reign unto eternity.” He beckoned Hadrius forth, the Prince kneeling before him. He hesitated as the wound was brought before his lips. “…What will I become?” He asked softly, turning his gaze to Ezarakel who looked upon him with pity. “You shall be whatever Ailoth requires you to be, son of Lotheran.”

    With no further hesitation, Hadrius closed his lips over the wound, the putrid blood roiling over his tongue and down his throat.

    Apoxied Tabletop

    By Dantes M Cristo

    He stood there short, and slightly obese, impatiently waiting for the clerk to give him the two packs of Zyns that he had requested, instead of the two barrels she had tried to upsell him on. Standing idly behind him, as another patiently waited in the aisle for the line to move, I noticed the stand that holds those cheap sunglasses, the kind you buy when you’ve forgotten yours at home when on the way to the beach, staggered as you were towards the door.

    The 12-pack on the counter has a rip in the top, and you hope and pray it doesn’t completely fall to pieces when you try to Navigate it out the door, once this Fuck in front of you finishes his transaction.

    Were you here prior to the gentleman waiting in the aisle, in the line good and proper? Recollection escapes me, and eyes drift up to the $2 mirror fixed atop the sunglass case.

    The face looks familiar. The glue scarred Nose, unkept facial hair, bushy eyebrows and distance gaze from dilated pupils.

    “I’ll be back in ten,” then searing pain as the much larger bully rains blow after blow with his leather belt.

    Folly. Pathetic attempts to squirm away. Fire. Split second fibers tear from apoxied tabletop and microscopes fly, black linoleum spread collapses as the two-by-four shaped barely connects with him, dark, “break it up you two…” Principals office. Fade.

    “Can you help me with my homework?” Had figured he’d be a little more than retarded, though Not by much. Being two years younger than him could get me access to the parties I had dreamed of.

    The basement was full of booze for the taking. And take I did.

    The Bauer water bottle would do the trick. A drop or eight of whiskey. Maybe 15 (drops) of tequila. A smudge of vodka. Forgot the rest. An encyclopedia of teenage angst poured into this sports bottle And geared up for one helluva Night.

    Fade.

    She was older, though shorter than I, with the most perfect tits. I sucked on my water bottle. I got shut down. Fade.

    Shudder inside my bedroom. Bunk beds, light wood color, Nothing on Top, opened eyes.

    Vomit, dried, covered sheets and comforter, stuck to the side of his mouth and on his teeth. Grit, ache, swollen throat, fade.

    Steam rises of the pot on stovetop, Boiling water. The half rests, Next to it. Chopped bits thrown in, screen door closed, apartment on fourth floor reeks, brush, brush, brush back my hair as the bits start to swirl. Into cool mug, until bits sink to the bottom. A Bark interrupts, suddenly jolt back, still waiting for this fucker to finish his transaction. Fade.

    Porch, looking at the sky, towering inferno of steeples cascade towards the very Top of the Sky, ever breathing and morphing to fuck all knows what. Fade.

    I can’t breathe properly. Sid has an idea. Try this, he recommends, heat burning my fingers, blisters, toothless mother, prostitute daughter. Junkie trash. The nitrous when the time came for dental work was worth it.

    Large window that overlooked a major thoroughfare, running behind the blinds twisting rose, in palms to cool. Shattered glass lodging where it doesn’t belong. I didn’t Notice.

    Pieces of rock and sand mistakenly smoked, from finding on ground hands and knees praying one last hit left, one more god one MORE!

    Fade.

    Kitchen full moon, half gone by end of night,

    Fade.

    What sick fuck would have an in-house rehab center in the sticks of Southern Virginia opposite a fucking graveyard? Twat.

    Fade.

    And just like that, it’s my turn in line.

    Congradulions – 2 year anniversary. Stank of piss off dilapidated ruins of a hell of a time.

    Park pick up drop off.

    Fade.

    The strippers were at the door, but with the mound of powder on the counter his mother was having second thoughts about hosting my birthday. He’d get run over by a train years later. The strippers weren’t allowed in, and the night took a turn for the worst.

    Searing pain radiates down my fucking skull and I immediately regret writing that line.

    Fade.

    Head hurts, rub the blue snot from your Nose, picking and eating it. No point in wasting it. No drinkin 6 months, from 3 bottles a day, to Nada, Nothing, Fuck yes.

    The filter of a cig has had the fluff removed, Now holds the daily in place, only an inch thin left, up and at em. Shit, shower, shave, fuck I forgot to shit! Oh well, Next month maybe.

    The Shell sign kind of laughs, maybe pity, in clerk’s eyes, trembling sweating in a suit and tie very professional. Horrorshow.

    He had lean, bottles of everything, god bless our city workers and government health care system, but Nada.

    This bitch Never left her room, sweetest lady in the world lift to her docs and suddenly 20 or 30 roxys in my palm. Asleep.

    Checked emails but can’t focus. Fucking supply & demand. $200 for a days’ worth. Shell sign.

    Fade.

    Car. “Can I hit?” break 3 30’s on phone case, well used bill, up and away.

    Emails, phone calls, emails, phone calls, showings,

    “did I Not put the key back” showings emails save a half a line for the morning.

    at least I didn’t drink. I can’t remember what it’s like to take a shit.

    Fade.

    Hotel being renovated in the Bahamas. Large suite. Sweats. A single snickers bar and ibuprofen in morn w/ 3 double vodka redbulls. Pool game in local tavern, joint outside. Home. Better.

    Fade.

    She had always been a friend to us. The mother of the friend who could have been the mother to all of us.

    Tar ain’t pillz. My nose was finally healing. Fuck it.

    Tin foil. Soot covered hands and taste of fucking marshmellow, give me the fucking Needle, China, Lord this shit tastes like crap and the whole apartment smells like decade old cigarette smoke, sunk into the couch playing video games when he was home, still fire with both. Right back to it boys. Why the Fuck Not.

    70th.

    Fade.

    New Orleans.

    Boat top deck, headphones, bottle down, spent the morning puking my guts out, another bottle down, make sure to tip the maids on the last day, another bottle down, thrown out of the bar/breakfast I can’t see it 6am of one day to the Next 7pm.

    Disappointment, fucked, Drunk, fucked, sick, fuck, the stars that Night on Those Fucked fucked sick Fucked.

    “Is that all for you sir?” she asked, snap back, fade.

    2 packs of cigs, one in each pocket, 12 pack under arm and it didn’t break and that’s the best News I’ve had all day.

    Fade.

    Life and Freedom

    By Beverley J. Davis

                    Ask not what your country can do for you, or for whom the bell tolls, nor ask the sparrow how the eagle soars. Life pondered over these quotes as he thought about the death of his friend Freedom. Losing his friend took the life out of him. Your death diminishes us all as it complicates and challenges our lives.

    Walk down the street, any street; there are no real signs of outcry from this loss. There is only stillness and fear; fear that civility has alluded us, and the hope of Freedom returning has totally vanished.

    My friend Freedom never asked much, just the right to live, to work and have financial stability, to be able to think critically. But the bell tolled for him.

                    Freedom dared not ask the sparrow why the eagle soared. He knew the eagle is a free spirit, strong, able to roam and nest on the highest mountain or the lowest tree whenever and wherever it chooses. Alas, my sparrow, your wings are small and won’t allow you that freedom. They limit you in distance and speed, yet still you dare to try. Freedom encouraged you. Soar little one__Soar.

    Life never got a chance to ask Freedom what he had done for his country.

                    But he left Life a note.

    Dear Old Friend,

    Things may be bleak and dark now, but I will rise. Yes, I’ll be missed for a while, but I will rise again. Like the sparrow I will take tiny steps, I’ll plan, organize, protest and fight back. And I will rise like the Sun in the early morning and hang in there through the night and rise again like the Sun.

    Death cannot hold me. I have left a spark, a tiny flame that will ignite and flare up. Be patient, wait, don’t fret because I am in the DNA of man. Don’t grieve and don’t worry about for whom the bell tolls. It tolls for thee, for Life and Freedom are connected, we walk hand in hand. My__our country tis of thee; Sweet land of Liberty of thee I sing. We, Life and Freedom, are all connected and share a common humanity and mortality. My death relates to you,–you, for whom the bell tolls.

    So, it goes . . .

    -an essay by john wayne comunale-

    So, it goes . . .

    This is a line from my favorite Kurt Vonnegut book, one I’ve read over a dozen times, Slaughterhouse 5. In the story we follow hapless protagonist, Billy Pilgrim, through a life in which he has become unstuck in time. Because of this, Billy no longer lives his life in the linear sense with which we’re familiar, but instead hops from moment to moment randomly from his birth to his death. In short, he is experiencing every bit of his life all at once, all the time. Every time you snap your fingers Billy Pilgrim is living and dying over and over.

    When things happen to Billy, life things, the kind of things that typically elicit a dramatic reaction whether positive or negative, (birth of a child, death of a loved one) he simply says So, it goes. Time and time again whether Mr. Pilgrim is opening his own dental practice or being held as a prisoner of war in a Nazi camp, his sole response stays the same. Billy remains unfazed by taking solace in the same three words. No matter what’s happening to him in the moment, Billy feels no certain way. He knows it will be balanced by another incident in his life whether it takes place in his future or past.

    In Billy’s world, those words, future and past, have no real meaning short of serving as a demarcation for what age he happens to be in any particular moment. Billy Pilgrim’s unique circumstance aids in shaping his point of view, because he’s seen his entire life. He’s seen it all many times, in fact. Outside the world created in this book by Vonnegut, the reality of linear time in which we exist; we aren’t granted such luxury. Our lives proceed forward in a straight line with no access to what the future holds, leaving us only with the experiences we’ve lived through up to this very moment from which to draw knowledge.

    This is why it’s easier for us to fall apart, to lose hope, to develop a belief that our future holds only more of the same pain and misery in which we are stuck currently. As our future isn’t certain, we tend to gravitate toward the negative when things don’t go our way, or the wheels start falling off our lives. It’s the easier option, and one to which we seem naturally drawn as humans.

    Slaughterhouse 5 is a work of fiction, but that doesn’t make the lesson it teaches any less valid or untrue. Sure, at this moment there is no way to see into the future, but we don’t necessarily need to. Shit happens like all the time. All the time. A lot of times, at least I’ll say this for myself, when something significantly negative happens, it’s easy to see it as ‘the end of the world’ when in truth it’s nowhere close. Shit has been happening to you your entire life, things you thought in the past were ‘the end of the world’, but here you are alive to tell the tale.

    What I believe happens is most people tend to shy away from revisiting and reevaluating negative occurrences from their past, because they don’t view them as anywhere near important to what’s occurring in their present moment. I disagree. I think we actively choose to forget to learn from mistakes or failures. We don’t want to value the knowledge those things have to offer as we should, because we choose to view said mistakes and failures as negative experiences. Why look back on something soul crushing or life altering for any kind of lesson?

    The challenge lies in changing the way we’ve learned to think; changing the way we look at things, and what we take away from them. It’s a rewiring of the brain that is far easier said than done but can be done. We may not want to due to the degree of difficulty and, as I mentioned earlier, the ease with which one can sink into self-pity. It’s not supposed to be easy. If it was, we’d never find ourselves in whatever predicament in which we are currently. We’d already know how to look at what’s coming on the horizon and be able to navigate it to our advantage always. Like it or not, there are no shortcuts here.

    It’s perhaps hardest to mine knowledge or find the lesson when you’ve hit your lowest point. Looking up at how far you have to go and what mess you have to crawl through can have even the best of us shrugging our shoulders as we instead choose to meander down Hopeless Road.

    This is where I find myself currently. Over the last seven years I’ve poured everything I have into my writing and art career. Everything. I’m drained emotionally, mentally, physically, and financially. I’ve found myself feeling like a grocery store the day before a hurricane. Completely. Empty. I can only blame myself; I chose to ignore the writing on the wall. I kept slamming that square peg into that round hole, because hey; I made it fit once. Didn’t I? I can admit, I knew what I was doing wasn’t working like it had been. I should’ve pivoted to change things up months ago, but I chose to ignore the signs, ignore my intuition, and keep pushing.

    So now, here I am.

    It was during my most recent four week outing when everything came to a head. I was stuck. I was sinking in quicksand. I had to ask for help, and I felt shameful for it. I’d decided effectively in that moment to give up. Just, give everything up. No more writing. No music. No drawing or painting. I was completely prepared to move forward doing nothing. I even tried to delete all my social media accounts. During my twenty-two-hour drive home, a drive I did all the way through completely by myself, I had a lot of time to think. And think I did.

    I had to admit to myself I’d screwed up, own up to my mistakes, and come to terms with them. Sure, I’ve been busting my ass trying to make things happen, but my effort would’ve been better spent had I made an adjustment when the Universe was screaming at me to do so. I knew I couldn’t change things now, but I could examine them, break them apart, deconstruct the whole thing. The knowledge is there and always has been. I, however, chose to pick and choose my lessons at times rather than taking the entire bitter pill.

    I thought a lot about this on my drive. I thought about Billy Pilgrim and his becoming unstuck in time. I thought about all the things, large and small, from which I derived happiness. Most importantly, I thought about the people I’ve met who believe in me and tell me so. The people who’ve supported and cheered me on since day one. And the people I told along the way to not give up. Doing so myself would make me a hypocrite. I’ve always prided myself on being genuine and authentic with the people I meet. What you see is what you get, and I like to tell it like it is. Yet here I was ignoring my own advice. Negating my own credo.

      By the end of my drive, I’d turned around my mood and thoughts. Sure, I was down, but I’ve been down before and come back from it. I have the knowledge, and now it’s time to use it. I’m broke, wiped-out, and up against it, but this is not the end of me. I have people who support and love me, which alone is more than most. I won’t let them down, but more importantly; I won’t let myself down. It’s not over, it’s the start of something new.

     So, it goes . . . 

    Cherry Wine

    By B. Allen

    **This story uses words/names from the Lushootseed language, an indigenous language used by people from the Snohomish Tribe. Any Lushootseed words I’ve used ignore English grammar rules out of respect for the language.

    It all began with a song.

                Standing beside the old creek, the song whispered such a profound melody through the trees that I dropped the glass bottle from my hand, where it immediately shattered against the river rocks.

    The song vanished. I shook my head, wondering if I’d been hearing things. I bent back down, studying the mushrooms along the edge of the creek. They were speckled with white like amanita muscaria, though with the brilliant purple color of cortinarius iodes instead of a vibrant red. I didn’t realize they were arranged in a perfect circle until I was already inside.

    Grandma Saoirse’s warnings rang through my head, and I leapt out before chastising myself for the superstition. I’d never believed her stories, but they were still imprinted in my mind.

    “They’d come and take our children,” Grandma Saoirse would always say, her thick Irish accent bleeding into her voice. “Steal ‘em away with promises of magic, the little loves none the wiser.

    “They’d come back changed. They’d look the same, but who they once were was long gone – their names and stories stolen by the fairy folk, and there was nothin’ we could do for ‘em but grieve.”

    Her Irish folktales always reminded me of the stories my grandfather, scapaʔ ns’skioos, would tell me about the boarding schools he’d been sent to as a child, where they made him cut his hair and would beat him if he so much as mentioned Snohomish stories and beliefs.

    I tried not to think of my grandparents or fairies or boarding schools while examining the new fungi, my cheek pressed against the grass to get a better look, the blades tickling my skin. My mind ran through all the fungi I’d memorized, but nothing was coming to mind. I pulled out my mushroom book to double check, but there was nothing like it.

    My heart pounded. Had I discovered a new fungi?

    Hands shaking in excitement, I pulled out a bottle, which I immediately dropped and shattered. Cursing under my breath, I cleaned it up and pulled out another one from my bag more carefully. My tendency to drop things meant I had a surplus in my bag that tinkled every time I moved.

    Setting it to the side, I drew the iron knife Grandma had given me and cut out a mushroom. I plopped it into the bottle before stoppering it, and held it up to the dimming sunlight to get a better look. I swear the shroom glistened as though made of moonlight.

    That’s when I heard the song again. 

    The bottle fell from my hand and I fumbled with it, the glass bouncing back and forth between my fingers before I finally caught it. I gripped it to my chest, where I could feel my heart beating like a frightened rabbit.

    The song continued, a mournful melody I felt rather than understood.

    I looked across the small fairy ring, my eyes settling on the opposite end of the clearing. A tall, limber man emerged from the trees. Long, blonde hair cascaded down his shoulders like flowing water, the color so light that it blended in where it brushed against his pale skin. He was draped in hiking clothes hanging from his lean frame, and a backpack of camping gear was slung across his back. His boots were caked in mud, but everything else about him was wonderfully perfect. 

    His eyes met mine and I stiffened. He just smiled, lifting a hand in greeting.

    “Hello,” he said in an accent I didn’t recognize. “I was beginning to wonder if I’d see civilization again.”

    “We’re only a couple of miles from the main road,” I said, licking my lips.

    I was becoming increasingly aware that I was a woman alone in the woods, and not just any woman. The stats for missing and murdered indigenous women flashed through my mind. Was I about to become another tally in that report?

    “Really?” the man said, grinning as he made his way over to me. I tensed, but I couldn’t get my feet to move. “That’s good to hear. I was worried I went too far off trail.”

    I swallowed, trying to steel my nerves. He seemed harmless, but then again, don’t they always?

    When I finally had the courage to speak, I gestured the way I’d come. “Just follow the creek and you’ll make it back.”

    He entered the fairy ring, a curve of mushrooms the only thing keeping us apart. “Ah, yes. It’s always good to follow the water.” 

    He was taller than I’d thought – taller than me by at least a foot – and his eyes, peering out of two rings of lightly colored lashes, were the brightest blue I’d ever seen. He was beautiful and had a charm that put me at ease, even if another part of me was screaming not to let my guard down.

    I wasn’t sure how to reply, so I just stared at him.

    After a beat of silence, he said, “I appreciate the directions. May I have the name of my rescuer?”

    Foolishly, I gave it to him.

    “Well, now, that’s a lovely name.” The glint in his eye made me shudder.

    “Thank you,” I said, not quite meeting his gaze.

    When I finally did, his eyes looked hungry. I took an instinctive step back, but when he repeated my name, his tongue rolling over the word like a juicy berry, the sound filled me with pleasure and rooted me back in place.

    “And what brings you to the woods this evening?”

    “I’m collecting fungi samples for my professor. He expects me back in about an hour or so.”

    I’d thrown in the lie last minute. I wanted the man, as charming as he seemed, to believe I would be missed if something were to happen.

    “You’re a mycologist,” he said, looking pleased. “That must be fascinating.”

    I shifted from foot to foot. “It is.”

    “Have you got a sample there?” He gestured to my hands.

    “Oh.” I looked down at them. “Yes – yes I do.”

    He held out a milky-white hand. “May I see it?”

    Despite his charm, I was growing eager to leave, but couldn’t figure a way out of it. I reluctantly handed him the bottle.

    He took it in his slight fingers. “What do you call this fellow?”

    “I, well, I don’t know,” I blushed. “I’m not a hundred percent sure, but I think it may be undiscovered.”

    His eyes lit up and he handed me back the bottle. “That’s wonderful!”

    My cheeks burned hotter. “Yes, it would be incredible for my program.”

    “And your career!” He flashed a bright grin before peeling off his backpack. “We must drink to that.”

    “Oh – no. I couldn’t-”

    “Come now, it’s just a bit of cherry wine,” he said, drawing an old flask from his backpack and holding it out to me.

    “No, I really-”

    “Come, come, there’s no need for that. Just a sip-”

    “I’d rather not -”

    “I really must insist-”

    “I said no!” I finally snapped.

    His warmth vanished in an instant, and I was once again aware of the danger. I was alone, in the middle of the woods, with a man trying to force a drink on me.

    He raised an eyebrow. “No?”

    Fear sank into my stomach. I slowly backed away, keeping my eyes locked on his.

    “I – I better head back.”

    His voice soured. “I’m afraid you can’t do that.”

    I froze. “What are you talking about?”

    His eyes twinkled with merry mischief. “You owe me, you see.”

    “I don’t owe you anything.”

    “But you do. You thanked me, and I’m afraid those are the rules of my kin.”

    My mind stirred with Grandma Saoirse’s stories, telling me what I’d already known, but forgotten when I’d needed them most.

    I shook my head. “No – no. That’s not, you’re not -”

    “I am what you think I am,” he grinned wickedly.

    “That’s not possible,” I whispered.

    “Tell me, what’s your name?” he challenged.

    I opened my mouth to say it, but it was nowhere to be found. It wasn’t that I couldn’t remember my name, but that it was gone. He had stolen it from me.

    The fairy’s eyes glittered with glee. He stepped towards me and I threw the bottle at him, where it shattered against his cheek.

    I didn’t wait to see his reaction. I turned and ran.

    I ran as fast as I could, but the fairy was much too quick. I’d barely emerged from the clearing when he tackled me from behind. I slammed onto the ground, my face smashing into the dirt. I felt my nose crack and the taste of warm blood filled my mouth.

    The fairy flipped me over, pinning me beneath him. I tried to shove him off, but he was too strong, too powerful for someone like me.

    He grabbed my jaw, yanking open my mouth and forcing his flask between my lips. The cherry wine exploded against my tongue, its sweet flavor mixing with the salty tang of my blood. I spluttered, trying to spit it out of my mouth, but it was too overwhelming. I was drowning in wine and my body betrayed me with a swallow. The wine burned on the way down, infecting me from the inside.

    The fairy’s eyes lit up in triumph, but I couldn’t let him win. Not like this.

    I drew my knife from my pocket.

    “You are mine,” he growled, pulling me so close our foreheads touched. “This land is mine. Together we will bring back the old ways of the fairy folk.” 

    I plunged the knife into his chest. The fairy gasped, his blue eyes bugging from his rotten-milk face.

    He looked down at his chest, muttering a fearful, “Iron.”

    I twisted the knife further in, praying he felt the pain of every woman and child he’d ever hurt in that one little action. 

    With rasping breaths, the fairy keeled over, toppling off me. I sat up, backing away and trying to ignore his warm blood soaking my shirt. 

    The iron worked fast, and within a few moments, the fairy was dead. I had killed him.

    But I had not escaped.

    I didn’t realize it at first, but slowly, as minutes turned to hours and hours turned to days, I could no longer ignore it. I realized that Grandma’s stories are just as true as scapaʔs, and the consequences are the same.

    I am coming undone. I am losing who I am, or rather, who I once was. I am vanishing before my very eyes. I am the lost child, who will never return as I was, if I ever return at all. Changeling… changeling… that is what the wind calls me.

    But you, sister, you still have a chance.

    I’ve seen your coming in the water, a newfound power granted to me by this curse. You will try to find me, afraid that I have become another bloody handprint on the mouths of our people. You are right to be afraid.

    You will not find me. You cannot find me. Because I am gone.

    Run. Run, kikisobl, and do not look back.

                Kiki’s hands trembled as she re-read the note from her sister, the one she’d found tucked in a bottle floating down the creek. She hardly dared to believe it, but the evidence was right there in front of her. How could she deny it when it was staring her in the face?

                A song split through the quiet of the woods. The hairs on the back of her neck stood up at the same time she did. She was frozen for only a moment, the melody nearly drawing her in before she bolted. 

                Perhaps it was nothing more than a hiker or a bird, but she wasn’t taking any chances, because she knew better now.

                She knew that, in these woods, nothing was to be believed. 

    END

    By Nicole Calix Coy

    Water Signs at Work: Emotional Intelligence & Empathy in Action
    How Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces bring depth and compassion to teams.

    November is “Scorpio Time” and as such I would like to dedicate this first article to Water Signs at Work.

    In every workplace, emotional intelligence and empathy are the quiet forces that shape collaboration, trust, and success. In astrology, the water signs; Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces bring forth these characteristics which are not seen – not in front of us.  These folks are connected in a different way.  They are sensitive, intuitive, and connected to the unseen dynamics of a team.  Overall, water signs remind us that people, not just processes, drive results.

    However, their depth can also make them vulnerable to stress, burnout, or emotional overwhelm if not balanced.

    Water signs are often the healers, listeners, and nurturers of the workplace. They sense what others feel before it is spoken and create environments where trust can thrive. While each of the three water signs brings unique strengths, together they form the backbone of emotional resilience and team connection.

    Let’s dive into how Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces show up as employees and as leaders.

    Cancer at Work: The Nurturing Creator (June 21 – July 22)

    Cancers thrive when they feel secure and supported, and they extend that same care to others. They are the ones checking in on their coworkers, making sure everyone feels comfortable and included. This nurturing quality makes them incredible team players and loyal colleagues. But their sensitivity can also make them retreat when faced with criticism or conflict. Encouraging open communication and giving them space to recharge is what all Cancers need to boost their confidence.

    As an Employee:
    Cancers bring quiet strength and creativity to their work. While they may appear reserved—often retreating into their “shell” when emotions run high—they are some of the most dependable and innovative employees you will find. Whether in nonprofit management, creative projects, or detail-oriented tasks like data entry, Cancer employees thrive when given the space to work independently while knowing they are respected and valued.

    As a Leader:
    Cancer leaders excel by leading with their heart. They are hands-on mentors who meet employees where they are, offering guidance and camaraderie. Their teaching style earns respect quickly, and their natural nurturing instincts create workplace cultures that feel more like families. Sensitive to their teams’ needs, Cancer leaders are in tune not only to what gets done, but how people feel along the way.

    Scorpio at Work: The Resilient Powerhouse (October 23 – November 21)

    Scorpios bring intensity and determination to everything they do. They are not just looking at the surface, they dive deep into the details, uncovering truths, and crafting strategies others may miss. Their loyalty and commitment to a cause or project is unmatched, making them a force in leadership and problem-solving roles. However, their intensity can sometimes come across as intimidating. When balanced, they’re the powerhouse every workplace needs.

    As an Employee:
    Scorpios are the marathon runners of the workplace. Loyal, hardworking, and fiercely determined, they thrive in high-pressure environments where resilience is tested. Their ability to juggle multiple projects, endure setbacks, and still deliver makes them invaluable during times of crisis. With a Phoenix-like ability to rise from challenges, Scorpios excel in careers that demand perseverance, such as counseling or crisis management.

    As a Leader:
    Scorpio leaders are empaths with iron wills. Deeply loyal to their organizations, many dedicate decades of service to one company. They inspire through mentorship, ambition, and a willingness to shoulder responsibility. While their intensity can sometimes be seen as controlling, their resilience, dedication, and emotional depth make them powerful protectors of their teams. In challenging times, Scorpio leaders are the anchors who hold everything together.

    Pisces at Work: The Visionary Dreamer (February 19 – March 20)

    Pisces are the imaginative folks who bring creativity and big-picture thinking into the workplace. They can easily empathize with others and often sense the emotional climate of a room before anyone says a word. This ability allows them to adapt and connect across diverse groups. Sometimes Pisces may struggle with boundaries or feel overwhelmed in highly structured or critical environments. Encouraging their creativity while providing clear expectations helps them shine as the dreamers who can turn inspiration into reality.

    As an Employee:
    Pisces employees bring charm, creativity, and positivity to the workplace. They are the co-workers with secret handshakes or inside jokes that lift morale on tough days. Their intuition and sensitivity help them sense conflicts and emotional undercurrents, though they often internalize rather than express these feelings outwardly. To flourish, Pisces need flexible, supportive environments where their creativity can shine.

    As a Leader:
    Pisces leaders are compassionate visionaries. They lead with empathy, inspiring teams with imaginative solutions and innovative thinking. Known for prioritizing the well-being of employees, they create trusting, supportive environments where people feel truly valued. Their generosity and sensitivity provide for natural respect, though they may need to guard against being taken advantage of. A Pisces leader’s ability to blend vision with compassion can transform workplaces into communities of trust and inspiration.

    Why We Need Water Signs on Our Teams

    When water signs are present, workplaces become more compassionate, more supportive, and more human. Their ability to listen, connect, and care ensures that collaboration is deeper, conflicts are softened, and success is shared.

    Water signs remind us that emotional intelligence is not just a soft skill—it’s a workplace superpower. Cancer nurtures, Scorpio transforms, and Pisces inspires. Together, they encourage teams to go beyond logic and productivity, tapping into intuition, creativity, and human connection. By understanding the gifts of water signs, we can create more supportive and collaborative work environments where everyone thrives.

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